the Myth of Narcissus
The Myth of Narcissus enacts what Walter Murch describes as the editor's essential task: to dream the film into being. The Myth of Narcissus was built entirely within this logic. There was no script, no shot list—only a performer inhabiting the archetypes of Narcissus and Echo, engaging with an interactive installation called The Pond, while the camera witnessed without directing. The footage arrived in post-production as raw symbolic matter, and the edit became a process of listening for what Murch calls "the blink"—those junctures where meaning coheres not through intention but through recognition.
For The Myth of Narcissus, that center was mythological: the film searches its material for synchronicities, visual rhymes, and moments where the ancient story of self-reflection surfaces unbidden in contemporary gesture and screen-mediated image. Olivia Louise's practice takes Murch's intuitive model and extends it into explicitly ritualistic territory—the dreaming room as sacred space, the edit as a form of scrying. The result is a film that feels less constructed than revealed, a participatory reenactment that implicates the viewer in its central question: how do we project onto, fetishize, and ultimately lose ourselves in the mirror of our own objectified existence?
As the Wilamette Weekly writes, "In Greek mythology, Narcissus was enamored with his own reflection, but the myth of Narcissus is more interested in the dehumanizing power of computers. Tiana Garoogian stars as Narcissus, whose face we only see on screens or in reflection. The character has their mythological predecessor’s vanity, but the film feels like a meditation on how the internet both liberated and imprisoned us during quarantine."
Originally commissioned for the Pink Noise Multi Media Exhibition in Portland, hosted by Sarah Turner (https://www.sarahsarahturnerturner.com/)
The work then underwent a greater editorial development during the lockdown of 2020 -- a process that was made in partnership with the Risk/Reward queer film festival in Portland, Oregon, where it premiered.
Screened again in 2021 as part of the Seattle's NW Film Forum's Local Shortiez festival and the MOVING BODY Festival in Bulgaria
Part of the official selections of the Oregon Short Film Festival, The New Film Underground of LA and the Experimental Films Online Festival (hosted in El Carmen, Mexico) in 2022.
Guerilla QR Code Taggers in Brazil included the short film as part of their INQRVENTION, a digital and spontaneous alternative approach to a film festival.
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Olivia LouiseDirector
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Tiana GaroogianKey Cast"Narcissus & Echo"
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Amber CaseCamerist
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Dustyn Astbury & Zak NelsonMusic & Sound
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Project Type:Experimental, Short
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Runtime:4 minutes 32 seconds
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Completion Date:April 20, 2019
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Production Budget:0 USD
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Country of Origin:United States
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Film Color:Color
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First-time Filmmaker:Yes
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Student Project:No
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Digital Cinema Package:Unavailable
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Pink Noise Multi-Media Exhibition - Spring 2019Portland
United States
Official Selection 2019 -
Risk/Reward Film FestivalPortland, Oregon
Official Selection -
Local Shortiez - NW Film Forum - Fall 2021Seattle
United States
Honorable Mention -
MOVING BODY Festival - Fall 2021Varna
Bulgaria
Encouragement Award -
Oregon Short Film FestivalThe Dalles, Oregon
United States
Finalist -
The New Film Underground: Los Angeles - 2022Los Angeles, Californa
United States
Official Selection -
INQRVENTION - 2022São Paulo
Brazil
Official Selection -
kwalhia - Experimental Films Online - 2022El Carmen
Mexico
Official Selection
Olivia Louise is a self-taught experimental filmmaker and editor whose work operates at the intersection of cyborg feminism and techno-pagan ritual. Her films treat the edit suite as a sacred space and the timeline as a divinatory tool—searching footage for synchronicities, symbolic resonances, and moments where the mythic bleeds through the digital. Drawing on Donna Haraway's dissolution of boundaries between organism and machine, and informed by esoteric traditions including Jungian psychology and tarot, she creates work that refuses the separation of the spiritual from the technological.