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My Father and Qaddafi

When Jihan was six years old, her father flew to Cairo and never returned. Mansur Rashid Kikhia was the Foreign Minister of Libya, ambassador to the United Nations, and a human rights lawyer. After serving in Qaddafi's increasingly brutal regime, he defected from the government and became a peaceful opposition leader. Kikhia was obsessively loyal to his country but ultimately, his determination to reason with Qaddafi led to his disappearance from a hotel in Egypt in 1993.

Jihan’s mother Baha Omary, a strong-willed Syrian-American artist, began searching for him, launching the family into an international political maze. Her mission to find justice brought her to the Libyan desert in the middle of the night, face to face with Qaddafi to negotiate her husband’s release. Yet it wasn’t until after the regime’s fall, 19 years later, that his body was found in a freezer near Qaddafi’s palace.

My Father and Qaddafi takes the audience on a raw and reflective journey as Jihan pieces together a father she barely remembers, while discovering the troubled history and politics of Libya. Her journey starts from fading personal memories, leading to encounters with family members, her father’s peers, and historical archive footage.

Hoping at first to uncover the truth, Jihan instead transforms the mystery into a curiosity that brings her closer to her father and her Libyan identity. She approaches politics not as a distant subject, but as a lived experience that penetrates into every human relationship - even between a little girl and her father.

Mansur Rashid Kikhia was the former foreign minister of Libya, ambassador to the United Nations, and a human rights lawyer. In 1980, he defected from the Libyan government and became the peaceful opposition leader to Qaddafi’s regime. In 2012, his body was found frozen and fully intact near Qaddafi’s palace.

For 19 years, Jihan and her family were living between two worlds: the political and the personal. While she and her siblings were busy memorizing dance routines and watching Disney movies at home, their mother, Baha Omary Kikhia, was navigating the often suspicious political agendas of the United States, Libya, and Egypt. Soon Baha, a Syrian-American artist, became an unexpected player in a dangerous political game with some of the most powerful political figures in the world. Her mission would eventually lead her to the Libyan Desert in the middle of the night, alone face to face with Qaddafi to negotiate her husband’s release.

"Searching for Kikhia" is navigated from Jihan’s perspective as she tries to understand the country that both created her father and killed him. She approaches politics not as a distant subject, but as a lived experience that penetrates deeply into every human relationship - even between a little girl and her father.

  • Jihan
    Director
  • Jihan
    Producer
  • Dave Guenette
    Executive Producers
    Dave is a Toronto based music producer, musician, and founder/owner of production company District Six Music and label company Pirates Blend Records. Guenette has a proven history of identifying and developing an original, talented and successful artist roster that includes K’naan, Zaki Ibrahim, Mustafa, Jayda G, Ging, Tumi & The Volume, DJ L’OQENZ, Junia T, Bedouin Soundclash, A Tribe Called Red, The Very Best, and Saul Williams. He produced Saul Williams’s feature length film Neptune Frost.
  • Sol Guy
    Executive Producers
    Sol Guy is an award-winning producer and director whose career in filmmaking, music, community-building, and support of other ground-breaking artists demonstrates the power of art to heal and to catalyze social change. He is the co-founder of Quiet, an artist-led community based in trust, care, and empowerment, which offers a new approach to creative practice and support anchored in value alignment, artistic sovereignty, spiritual well-being, and reciprocity. Honored by National Geographic as an “Emerging Explorer,” Sol most recently directed the feature documentary about his family, The Death of My Two Fathers. He has also co-produced and directed highly acclaimed projects in music, film, and TV, including: Oscar-nominated film Bobi Wine: The People’s President; Emmy Award winning Lakota Nation vs The United States; the television series 4REAL (MTV/National Geographic); the 2010 World Cup anthem, K’naan’s WAVIN FLAG; and the documentary Inside Out (HBO). Sol is currently writing a book about healing through creative practice, the true v alu e o f a r t, a n d t h e e v olvin g r ole o f t h e a r tis t in s o cie t y c o n tin uin g his lif elo n g c o m mit m e n t t o s t o r y t ellin g a s a v e hicle fo r t r a n s fo r m a tio n.
  • Mohamed Soueid
    Executive Producers
    “Hanging Dates Under Aleppo’s Citadel” [ documentary, 90’, Al Arabiya TV, 2013], “Civil War”[documentary, 84 minutes, DV, Lebanon, 2002] and “Tango of Yearning” [documentary, 70’, Lebanon, 1998
  • Alessandro Dordoni
    Editor
    Alessandro Dordoni is an Italian film editor and sound designer based in London. His work includes commercials, online content, documentaries and short films. With a love for storytelling creating interesting narratives. He also writes and directs as an independent filmmaker. His style of work is characterized by a strong and detailed use of music and sound.
  • Chloe Lambourne
    Editor
    For Sama (2019) was nominated for an Academy Award, and won the BAFTA for Best Documentary, and the L’Œil d’Or for Best Documentary at Cannes Film Festival. Individually, Chloë won the BIFA for Best Editing in acknowledgement of her work on the film. Lyra (2022) won the International Amnesty Catalunya Award and Tim Hetherington Award at Sheffield International Documentary Festival. Chloë was individually nominated for a 2023 Nominee BFE Cut Above Award for Best Edited Current Affairs. Chloë has worked most recently on My Friend Lanre (2023) and Nazanin (2023)
  • Laika Film
    Co-Producers
    Led by co-founders Andreas Rocksén and William Johansson, Laika Film, has produced award winning films for over 20 years. They have been represented at Cannes, Venice, Toronto, IDFA and Sundance film festivals. Two of their films, The Man Who Sold His Skin by Kaouther Ben Hania (2021) and the short film Brotherhood by Meryam Joobeur (2020) have been nominated for the Academy Award. Their first fiction co-production, Kaouther Ben Hania's La Belle et la Meute (2017) premiered in Cannes' un Certain Regard selection.
  • Christian Holland
    Co-Producers
    Christian Holland is a Co-Producer/Line Producer. Some of his work includes Squaring the Circle: The Story of Hipgnosis; Fugitive: The Curious Case of Carlos Ghosn; Explorer; Kim’s Video and The Wonderful: Stories from the Space Station. Forthcoming projects due for release in 2024 include The Mountain Within Me directed by Polly Steele and Asif Kapadia’s new feature documentary.
  • Project Title (Original Language):
    بابا و القذافي
  • Project Type:
    Documentary, Feature
  • Runtime:
    1 hour 28 minutes
  • Completion Date:
    April 1, 2025
  • Production Budget:
    606,000 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    Libya, United States, United States
  • Country of Filming:
    United States, Egypt, Libya, United Kingdom, United States
  • Language:
    Arabic, English, French
  • Shooting Format:
    Digital
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    Yes
  • Student Project:
    No
Distribution Information
  • Mad Solutions
    Distributor
    Country: Egypt
    Rights: All Rights
Director Biography - Jihan

Jihan received her BA in International and Comparative Politics with a concentration in Human Rights, Philosophy, and International Law at the American University of Paris. Her MA was at New York University’s Gallatin School of Individualized Study with a focus on art education and storytelling. In 2012, her article “Libya, My father, and I” was published in Kalimat Magazine: Arab Thought and Culture. Jihan is committed to discovering how free expression can be a vehicle for empowerment and understanding.

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Director Statement

I don’t want my father to disappear a second time. I feel an urgency to overcome my void in the midst of Libya’s relentless chaos and instability, which I fear will eventually bury my Libyan identity. In my documentary film, My Father and Qaddafi, I search through other people’s memories trying to create a clearer picture of my father who I don’t remember.

Making this documentary helps me understand the importance of a father figure and the impact of losing a father on a family, a community, and even a country. If my father was alive today, he would be 93 years old, sharing his untold story is also sharing an untold story of Libya, one that spans almost 100 years of Libyan history and politics. His legacy gives me unique access to my father’s generation, to Libyan former government officials and opposition members. These men take the opportunity to reflect honestly with me over our lost Libya and our future. I wish I could ask my father, how did we end up like this? And how is Libya going to break free from this cycle of trouble?

As I reconstruct my father’s portrait, I plant the seed for a deeper, more honest connection with him and to free my hidden voice. Instead of compartmentalizing my father as a one-dimensional hero from the past, I search for the man behind the myth and try to reintegrate him into my present life as a human being and a loving father. The wound of his disappearance begins to transform into new possibilities.

Since I was 6 years old, my mother told us the truth, and although this has tempered the shock, I still struggle with a constant surreal feeling. Despite my fragmented memories, my fears, and my cultural limitations in Libyan society, I am trying to overcome this surreal feeling and reconnect with my father and with Libya on my own terms, as an open hearted woman. This is one of the ways I am hoping to hold my father before he disappears completely from my memory and even potentially from Libya’s memory.