I don't want to have to be loud

The patriarchy must resign.
'She' is defined; from birth on.The role she has to play, who she is and what she is made of is not determined by her.
If one's own body and gender are a political issue, it is about time that one's own voice is heard.

  • Eva Matz
    Director
    ZYKLUS
  • Eva Matz
    Writer
  • Jascha Loos
    Producer
  • Luxus Filmkollektiv
    Producer
  • Laura Shirin
    Key Cast
  • Lena Sibbersen
    Key Cast
  • Gian-Luca Kemper
    Key Cast
  • Jonas Schmieta
    DoP
    ZYKLUS
  • Elena Ortega
    Set Designer
    ZYKLUS
  • Julia Schleißner
    Set Designer
  • Jana Stallein
    Editor
  • Henric Schleiner
    Sound Design
    ZYKLUS
  • Henning Großmann
    Sound Mixing
    ZYKLUS
  • Project Title (Original Language):
    Ich will nicht laut sein müssen
  • Project Type:
    Experimental, Short
  • Genres:
    Coming of Age
  • Runtime:
    6 minutes 18 seconds
  • Completion Date:
    February 1, 2024
  • Production Budget:
    10,000 EUR
  • Country of Origin:
    Germany
  • Country of Filming:
    Germany
  • Language:
    German
  • Shooting Format:
    Super 8
  • Aspect Ratio:
    4:3
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
  • Digital Cinema Package:
    Unavailable
  • Fem*Festival Ingolstadt
    Ingolstadt
    Germany
    March 1, 2024
    Worldpremiere
  • International Short Film Festival 20minmax
    Ingolstadt
    Germany
    April 16, 2024
    Festivalpremiere
    German Competition
  • Vienna Shorts
    Vienna
    Austria
    May 29, 2024
    International Premiere
    Coming of Shorts 16+
  • ArtSpring Festival
    Berlin
    Germany
    May 6, 2024
  • FilmFestSpezial
    Hannover
    Germany
    Gewinner - Kurzfilmwettbewerb 2024
  • 18. Fünf Seen Filmfestival
    Gauting
    Germany
    September 9, 2024
  • BuSho Film Festival
    Budapest
    Hungary
    September 6, 2024
    Experimental Films
  • Greenpoint Film Festival
    New York
    United States
    August 7, 2024
  • International Short Film Festival Detmold
    Detmold
    Germany
    August 19, 2024
  • Monstrale
    Halle
    Germany
    October 15, 2024
  • 21. int. low & no budget film-sharing short film Festival 2024
    Heilbronn
    Germany
    August 17, 2024
Director Biography - Eva Matz

EN
Eva Matz is regarded as the political voice of the Bremen poetry slam scene. Her poetry is unsparing and deals with topics that concern everyone, she asks important questions and points out grievances.
Her CV is a pyre of social values and could not be more colourful. After travelling extensively & playing street music, she was forced into self-employment in 2017 - because she was thrown out of her law degree.
Since then, she has been a full-time spoken word artist, slam poet & author, theatre & film maker, presenter & musician, workshop leader, event organiser & volunteer. She is co-founder of the Luxus Filmkollektiv.

DE
Eva Matz gilt als die politische Stimme der Bremer Poetry-Slam-Szene. Ihre Poesie ist schonungslos und behandelt Themen, die uns alle betreffen, sie stellt wichtige Fragen und weist auf Missstände hin.
Ihr Lebenslauf ist ein Scheiterhaufen gesellschaftlicher Werte und könnte bunter nicht sein. Nachdem sie viel gereist ist & Straßenmusik gemacht hat, wurde sie 2017 in die Selbstständigkeit gezwungen - weil sie aus ihrem Jurastudium herausflog.
Seitdem ist sie hauptberuflich Spoken-Word-Künstlerin, Slam-Poetin & Autorin, Theater- & Filmemacherin, Moderatorin & Musikerin, Workshop-Leiterin, Event-Organisatorin & Ehrenamtlerin. Sie ist Mitbegründerin des Luxus Filmkollektivs.

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