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Beside Myself

“BESIDE MYSELF” is a poem/film that engages the reader/viewer to trade places with the poet for a generative new thing that can, with your help, change the world.

Step outside yourself, look back at yourself, whom do you see? That’s the question Bob Holman asks in “BESIDE MYSELF.” Fighting the metaphorical with the literal, H. Paul Moon's film captures a small band of Bob's friends voicing the poem in alternating identities, scored by composer David T. Little, for this meditative reflection on A.I. and the life cycle of the creative process.

  • H. Paul Moon
    Director
    We Are the Dinosaur
  • Bob Holman
    Writer
    We Are the Dinosaur
  • David T. Little
    Music
  • Molissa Fenley
    Key Cast
  • Marcos de la Fuente
    Key Cast
  • Vanesa Álvarez Díaz
    Key Cast
  • Leon de la Fuente
    Key Cast
  • Anne Waldman
    Key Cast
  • Ram Devineni
    Key Cast
  • Christian Clarke
    Key Cast
  • Charles Bernstein
    Key Cast
  • Katherine Sloan
    Key Cast
  • Angela Sloan
    Key Cast
  • Kyabell Glass
    Key Cast
  • Hannah Beerman
    Key Cast
  • Sono Kuwayama
    Key Cast
  • Ki Smith
    Key Cast
  • Project Type:
    Experimental, Short
  • Runtime:
    3 minutes
  • Completion Date:
    July 10, 2024
  • Production Budget:
    500 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    United States
  • Country of Filming:
    United States
  • Language:
    English
  • Shooting Format:
    Digital
  • Aspect Ratio:
    16:9
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
  • Digital Cinema Package:
    Unavailable
  • AMT Film Festival
    New York, New York
    United States
    November 9, 2024
    World Premiere
    Official Selection
  • Wheaton Film Festival
    Wheaton, Maryland
    United States
    November 9, 2024
    Maryland Premiere
    Official Selection
  • Aotearoa Poetry Film Festival
    Wellington
    New Zealand
    November 20, 2024
    New Zealand Premiere
    Official Selection
  • Las Flores Web3 Film Festival
    Mexico City
    Mexico
    November 26, 2024
    Mexico Premiere
    Official Selection
  • Cinestesya Film Festival
    Porto
    Portugal
    Portugal Premiere
    Official Selection
  • James River Short Film Showcase
    Richmond, Virginia
    United States
    January 17, 2025
    Virginia Premiere
    Nominee
  • 12th International Video Poetry Festival
    Athens
    Greece
    April 12, 2025
    Greece Premiere
    Official Selection
  • West Chester Film Festival
    West Chester, Pennsylvania
    United States
    April 26, 2025
    Pennsylvania Premiere
    Nominee, Best Art/Experimental Film
  • Poeticas Film Festival
    Manteca, California
    United States
    April 27, 2025
    California Premiere
    Finalist
  • Weimar Poetry Film Award
    Weimar
    Germany
    August 24, 2025
    German Premiere
    Official Selection
  • La Biennale di Venezia
    Venice
    Italy
    June 6, 2025
    Venice Premiere
    Special Presentation
Director Biography - H. Paul Moon

H. Paul Moon is a filmmaker based in New York City and Washington, D.C. whose works concentrate on the performing arts. Major films include “Sitka: A Piano Documentary” about the craftsmanship of Steinway pianos, “Quartet for the End of Time” about Olivier Messiaen’s transcendent WWII composition, and an acclaimed feature film about the life and music of American composer Samuel Barber that premiered on PBS. He was cinematographer/camera operator/colorist for director Josephine Decker's “First Day Out” in the anthology film “collective:unconscious.” Rolling Stone called it “a Malick-esque portrait,” Austin Chronicle acclaimed the “Lubezki-level single-shot photography,” New Yorker cited the “ecstatically onrushing continuous takes,” and Slant Magazine praised the “intricate and exhilarating tracking shots” with “explosively colorful cinematography.”

His film “The Passion of Scrooge” was an operatic adaptation of Charles Dickens’ “A Christmas Carol,” awarded “Critic's Choice” by Opera News as a “thoroughly enjoyable film version, insightfully conceived and directed” with “first-rate and remarkably illustrative storytelling.” The Dickensian called it “a beguiling formal experiment to bring Dickens’ classic into contemporary and personal relevance” and “a distinctive addition to the long history of Carol adaptations.” The film was the inaugural title of “Opera Philadelphia Channel Presents” in 2022.

Moon has created music videos for numerous composers including Moondog, Susan Botti and Angélica Negrón, and three opera films set in a community garden. He is currently finishing another documentary feature about Western poetry, further additions to his project “Whitman on Film,” and settings of poems by Bob Holman.

His films have been screened to live audiences at over two hundred film festivals around the world, with several awards and museum exhibitions. Highlights include works featured in exhibitions at the Nevada Museum of Art and the City Museum of New York, PBS television broadcasts, and best of show awards in over a dozen international film festivals.

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Director Statement

Founder of the Bowery Poetry Club and the spoken word label Mouth Almighty/Mercury, Bob Holman is a poet best known for his defining role in the spoken word, slam, digital and film/video worlds. His films include the Poetry Spots series for WNYC-TV (six years, 3 Emmys), a 5-part series The United States of Poetry on PBS and Language Matters, a documentary on poetry and endangered languages, also on PBS. He has read his work on MTV’s Spoken Word Unplugged and HBO Def Poetry Jam and has published a dozen books, most recently Bob Holman’s India Journals that documents the making of Ginsberg’s Karma, a film about the Beats in India and the birth of the hippie movement. He has three children and five grandchildren and lives above the Bowery Poetry Club in New York City.

A natural musical storyteller with “a knack for overturning musical conventions” (The New York Times), composer David T. Little is known for stage, concert, and screen works permeated with the power of the unexpected. Little’s broad catalog speaks to the mix of light and dark that we experience in life, unafraid to invoke the mythical, bewitching, disturbing, surreal, or comedic. Acclaimed operas include Dog Days, JFK, and the comedy Vinkensport, or The Finch Opera (all with libretto by Royce Vavrek), as well as his GRAMMY®-nominated opera, Soldier Songs. Little’s Black Lodge, a metal-infused opera with a libretto by poet Anne Waldman (also seen in this film), was premiered by Beth Morrison Projects at Opera Philadelphia, with a soundtrack released by Cantaloupe Music, and was nominated for Best Opera Recording in the 2024 GRAMMY® Awards.