Experiencing Interruptions?

Times a God Zillion

A short film surrounding messages from my Mom from the after-life, heroic dosage psychedelic medicine rituals, and clearing spaces of shame, guilt, pain, and grief – home movies, images from the past, present, future, video games, a beloved 80’s film – inspired by personal work surrounding death and communicating with spirit. I've been successfully working with healers and plant medicines to help walk through grief and heal other side effects of C-PTSD and have been asked: What do you really want to keep in your house? Only keep what you really, really want. Clear the rest out.

  • Natasha Beste
    Director
  • Natasha Beste
    Writer
  • Natasha Beste
    Producer
  • Natasha Beste
    Key Cast
  • Theresa Ann Beste
    Key Cast
  • Project Type:
    Documentary, Experimental, Short
  • Genres:
    Diary, Essay Film, Experimental
  • Runtime:
    10 minutes
  • Completion Date:
    August 27, 2020
  • Production Budget:
    750 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    United States
  • Country of Filming:
    United States
  • Language:
    English
  • Shooting Format:
    Digital
  • Aspect Ratio:
    16:9
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
  • Digital Cinema Package:
    Unavailable
  • Ann Arbor Film Festival
    Ann Arbor
    United States
    March 27, 2021
    World Premiere
  • LA Underground Film Festival

    Honorable Mention
  • AZ Underground Film Festival
    Tucson, Arizona
    United States
    September 18, 2021
  • Media City
    Windsor
    Canada
    February 8, 2022
  • Film Diary NYC 2.0
    Brooklyn
    United States
    November 18, 2022
  • Diffusion
    Toronto
    Canada
    August 17, 2023
Director Biography - Natasha Beste

Natasha Beste (USA) is a video & installation artist, animator, performer, and educator born in Royal Oak, Michigan in 1982. Her work is unified through personal narratives surrounding the mind, body, and trauma. She received a BA in Media Arts and Communication from Wayne State University, in Detroit, MI (2005). Her work has been showcased at the Ann Arbor Film Festival, Media City, DAMNED, Museum of Contemporary Arts Detroit (MOCAD), Northend Studios, and University of Michigan / Penny W. Stamps School of Art & Design: work • detroit. She has been in collaboration with Kresge Arts in Detroit and Cranbrook Museum. Since 2010, she's been co-director of Gold House Media, a boutique video production company focusing on music videos, documentary, and television/podcast production whose work has helped socially progressive Detroit nonprofit organizations raise funds and win special award grants for vital programs. Since 2006, she has taught media arts in Michigan at Wayne State University and Marygrove University – also serving Detroit neighborhood programs including Boll Family Y-Arts and Ladybug Studios. She is currently teaching at the College for Creative Studies and Living Arts in Detroit, Michigan and lives in Oxford, Michigan.

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Director Statement

This film was inspired by rituals surrounding my Mother's death and communicating with her spirit. I've been successfully working with healers and plant medicines to help walk through grief and heal other side effects of C-PTSD.