Through My Eyes
This is a film about an observer, and a story about the Paris pulse at the turn of the century in the 1920s , which experiences the explosion of new artistic styles and becomes the epicentre of modern art.
At the same time, Paris is a meeting place of countless immigrants from other parts of Europe. They live through their hopes of artistic fame in search for their own place and self-recognition… from day to day, from hand to mouth.
Among them is a very talented young man, Veno Pilon, who was already established and a recognised painter at home in Primorska region, in Italy at that time.
Pilon lives in Mortparnasse, which was described by Frederic Beigbeder with the following words: 'Montparnasse is a quarter where sex, literature and death reign – this is probably why Americans loved it so much.'
There Pilon mingles with Henry Miller, Max Ernst, Ossip Zadkin, Giorgio de Chirico, Roland Oudot and others. They hang out in the cafés La Dome and Le Select.
Two years later, Pilon becomes one of them and writes in his diary:
'I wasn't attracted by painting anymore, since my faith in my own work was shattered.
I fell back to Paris, to lose myself in the crowds and forget myself. I wanted to become anonymous… Hence I was avoiding exhibitions as well.'
After his arrival in Paris, Pilon stops painting almost completely, and is instead inspired by photography: “I passionately delved in photography, which was then striving to become a new form of art.”
Pilon first makes coverage of the hustle and bustle of Montparnasse, and is together with André Kertész, Henri Cartier-Bresson and Brassaï one of the founding fathers of photographic coverage. Later, he searches for his own experimental expression and place within all these new Avant-Garde aesthetics together with Man Ray, Christian Schad and Laszlo Moholy-Nagy.
Through his portrays of the Montparnasse artists, the records of their artistic works and shots of Parisian hustle and bustle, Pilon is part of the birth of the photography, during a period when photography has reached its pinnacle.
Marriage means the end of his dedication to the bohemian life and daily socialising with the members of Montparnasse Avant-Garde. Pilon removes himself from the circle of his artistic friends, photography becomes his bread and butter, a means for providing for his family.
Nevertheless Pilon never stopped taking photographs. He continues even after his return to his homeland in 1968, where he takes photographs practically to the day of his death, which were uncovered just recently!
One of the most famous quotations by Paul Eluard reads:
'In Paris, everybody wants to be an actor; nobody is content to be a spectator.'
The very same Eluard who penned one of his long poems to one of Pilon's photographs at his first Paris exhibition in the Carrefour Art Gallery in 1934. 'This was one of the greatest recognitions of my work,' remembers Pilon. Ironically, it is exactly Pilon for whom Eluard 's quote doesn't just apply! Pilon was namely exactly that: above all an observer, a spectator, and everything else only after that. A photographer! Photography was Pilon's secret passion, a silent lover who never abandoned him and instead accompanied him all his life.
Pilon sang his song of songs with painting as well as with his mistress, photography
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Igor VrtačnikDirectorCHASERS OF THE DARK
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Igor VrtačnikWriterPirandello
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Igor VrtačnikProducerAma Dablam, Dreams Unfolded
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ROBERT PREBILKey Cast"Veno Pilon"Illyricvm -Centurion Decimus Fabius
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VESNA KUZMIĆKey Cast"LEONOR FINI"Ksana
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GAJ CRNIČKey Cast"Veno Pilon-boy"Kapa
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BARBARA ŽEFRANKey Cast"Veno Pilon s wife"Tim
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IVAN PETERNELJKey Cast"EMMANUEL MANÉ KATZ"Odmevi časa
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PETER MIKŠAKey Cast"WALTER BIANCHI"Skalaši
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STANISLAV GLAŽARKey Cast"ANDRÉ LHOTE"Simfonija globine
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ALENKA BABIČKey Cast"PAVLA LUTMAN"
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NIVES OSVALDKey Cast"Francesca"
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Project Type:Documentary, Feature, Student
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Runtime:1 hour 40 minutes 22 seconds
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Completion Date:January 3, 2025
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Production Budget:120 EUR
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Country of Origin:Slovenia
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Country of Filming:Slovenia
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Language:French, Slovenian
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Shooting Format:HD1920X1080, 35mm Leica format
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Aspect Ratio:16:9
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Film Color:Color
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First-time Filmmaker:No
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Student Project:No
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Art Film Awards https://artfilmawards.com/spirng-2025Skopje
North Macedonia
June 25, 2025
Macedonian Premiere
Winner- Best Feature film -
Ferrara Film Festival -FINALIST https://www.ferrarafilmfestival.com/programmeFerrara
Italy
August 5, 2025
Italian premiere
FINALIST -
DIRECTORS CUT INT'L FILM FESTIVALVancouver,B.C
Canada
November 2, 2025
USA premiere
Finalist -
Chicago Amarcord Arthouse Awards http://www.amarcordfest.com/Chicago
United States
October 18, 2025
North American premiere
FINALIST -
Cine Sepia Reels Carnival
India
December 16, 2025
India premiere
WINNER - Best based on real story -
Indo Dubai International Film Festival (IDIFF)Dubai
United Arab Emirates
February 1, 2026
United Arab Emirates premiere
Honorable Mention -
Austin Lift-Off Film FestivalAustin
United States
Distribution Information
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Film HorizontDistributorCountry: SloveniaRights: All Rights, Internet, Video on Demand
Born in Ljubljana, Slovenia, on July 25, 1967.
Studied and graduated from the Ljubljana Film Academy, AGR FTV. Since then, he has been working as an independent film producer and director. He has made sixty documentaries, most of them for the Slovenian national television (TVS1). He has also directed five short fictional films and one feature film - Pirandello – with cinematographer Georgij Rerberg as his DP. Rerberg is known for his work as the DP on Andrei Tarkovsky´s masterpieces such as The Mirror (1974) and Stalker (1979).
For his work (mostly student films) he has received many international awards.
He is also a passionate sailor and free-climber.
I was first drawn to Pilon’s memoirs, which remain some of the finest autobiographical writings in this country. When translating life into film, it is crucial that the subject itself possesses cinematic qualities. It is also rare to find a story with strong international resonance—one that can genuinely sustain global interest. The French, in fact, have embraced Pilon as one of their own.
Personal confession formed the foundation of this film. Pilon was not only a remarkable writer but also an obsessive photographer throughout his life, right up until his final day. His story unfolds through his photographs—and it is precisely this that makes the film cinematic. For me, the essential task was to capture the spirit of Veno Pilon: the turbulent journey of a boy born in Ajdovščina, taken into Russian captivity in Lipetsk in 1917, and witnessing the collapse of Tsarist Russia. Returning home in 1919, he exhibited internationally for the first time at a peace conference at the Palais des Beaux-Arts. Decades later, in 1946, after the Second World War, he participated again in the post-war peace conference in Paris—this time not as a painter but as a photojournalist, engaged by the American press.
These two peace conferences symbolically frame the context of an entire century—its turning points, its upheavals, and above all, its artistic ferment—seen through the life of one man caught in its currents. Though he might appear a quiet bystander, Pilon’s photographic work kept pace with the most important developments in the medium, with complete artistic independence. Alongside Henri Cartier-Bresson and André Kertész, he was a pioneer of reportage photography—indeed, he anticipated them by several years with his night shots of Parisian cafés. In the 1930s he moved into the avant-garde, experimenting alongside Man Ray, Christian Schad, and László Moholy-Nagy. His first surrealist photograms date back to 1931—two years before Man Ray’s.
Photography remained Pilon’s lifelong passion. He documented his life almost unconsciously, with what he himself called a “subjective gaze”—capturing moments directly, without mediation, exactly as he experienced them. Few Slovenians have dared to descend so uncompromisingly into the raw pools of life.
Especially moving are the slides he made in old age, when he no longer sought recognition and, freed of ambition, turned to photography in a spirit of pure play. These late works remind me of Instagram: fleeting impressions, reflections, puddles—innocent, relaxed, childlike images taken for no one but himself. Yet unlike Instagram, which often prizes surface over substance, Pilon’s photographs breathe intimacy and warmth. He never showed them to anyone. They form a quiet, tender coda to his extraordinary biography: the story of an observer whose passion never left him. Remarkably, he was taking photographs until the very day before his death.
It is in this purity and simplicity of Pilon’s gaze that the essence of the film resides—its beauty, its honesty, its disarming clarity.