Private Project

Suddenly, the sky . . .

In her strange life alone in the woods, we follow a woman as she moves, works, plays among the vestiges of a mysterious past. With text by Peter Rock (My Abandonment) and editing by Marilys Ernst (The Game is Up, The Birch Grove) this dance/art film is a meditation on wildness, resilience, and the inexplicable capacity to create a new life on top of the old.

  • Carla Mann
    Director
    Film - Portraits, Surface, Displaced; Live Performance - We Were Wolves, Concerto Diverso, They/Their/Them, Forest, How the Light Gets In, Exquisite Corpse, I Dreamed I Lived with Elvis Presley, Carton Service Project
  • Peter Rock
    Writer
    Books - Passersthrough, The Night Swimmers, SPELLS, Klickitat, The Shelter Cycle, My Abandonment, The Unsettling, The Bewildered, The Ambidextrist, Carnival Wolves, This is the Place
  • Marilys Ernst
    Editing, Color Grading, Picture Assembly
    Film - The Game is Up, Soliloquy, The Birch Grove, Another Building Dancing #2 Savoneta, Contemplating Emily, Talk
  • Heather Perkins
    Original Music, Field Recording, Sound Design
    Film - How We Live, Silt & Bone, Portraits, Surface, Displaced; Discography - I Woke From a Dream, Tape, Little Humans, Never Whatever, Why I Did It/Binky's Revenge, Steel Tribe, The Hamster Wheel, Burning Through, Dangerous Household Objects
  • Andrea Parson
    Choreography, Scene Direction, Dramaturgy
    Film - Abstract Alice; Live Performance - March, She's Here, 500 Possibilities, Oh Deer!, Amore, Little Red Riding Hood, Ladyday, Inner Glacial Melt
  • Carla Mann
    Choreography, Scene Direction, Dramaturgy
    Film - Portraits, Surface, Displaced; Live Performance - We Were Wolves, Concerto Diverso, They/Their/Them, Forest, How the Light Gets In, Exquisite Corpse, I Dreamed I Lived with Elvis Presley, Carton Service Project
  • Minh Tran
    Choreography, Scene Direction, Dramaturgy
    Live Performance: Annica/Impermanence, Kiss, Forgotten Memories, Nocturnal Path, Ancestor, The War Within
  • Soroa Lear
    Choreography, Scene Direction, Dramaturgy
    Live Performance - Serpientes, The Body That Talks
  • Stephen Kimbrell
    Director of Photography
    Film - Future Cosmos Flow, La Folia, Abstract Alice, Crystals of Transformation
  • Conrad Kaczor
    Director of Photography
    Film - What is Real, For the Time Being, Bicycle Tut, Transcend: A Boogie Frantick Story, We're From Here
  • Theron Davis
    Director of Photography
    Film - Portraits; Commercial: Action Video NW
  • Carla Mann
    Cast
    Film - How We Live, Body is Home, Surface, Displaced; Live Performance - Heidi Duckler Dance Theatre/NW,Os/Co Dance, Minh Tran & Company, Dance Gatherer, Benny Bell & Co., Independent projects
  • Spenser Theberge
    Consultant
    Film- The Betweens; Live Performance - More Less, Position 3, Rather This Then, Flown, Many Much More, Private in Public, I Saw She Saw, Get Yourself a Self, Ne Me Quitte Pas, This is You; Company member/guest performer- Nederlands Dans Theater I & II, The Forsythe Company, Goteborgs Operans Danskompani, ARIAS Company, RGWW
  • Jermaine Spivey
    Consultant
    Film - Revisor, The Betweens, Lost Action: Trace; Live Box Out, Betroffenheit, Lost Action: Trace; Live Performance: The Seen, The Associates, More Less, Position 3, Rather This Then, Flown, Private in Public; Company member/guest performer - Kidd Pivot, Hofesh Shechter Company, Robyn Live , The LID, Arias Company, The Forsythe Company, Cullberg Ballet, Ballet Gulbenkian
  • Mary Kane
    Photography
  • Carla Mann
    Producer
  • Project Type:
    Experimental, Short, Other
  • Genres:
    Dance, Art
  • Runtime:
    26 minutes 22 seconds
  • Completion Date:
    June 15, 2022
  • Country of Origin:
    United States
  • Country of Filming:
    United States
  • Language:
    English
  • Shooting Format:
    Digital
  • Aspect Ratio:
    16:9
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
Director Biography - Carla Mann

Director, choreographer, and dancer Carla Mann creates performances for stage, alternative sites, installation, and film. Based in Portland, Oregon, U.S.A., her work has been presented across the U.S., and in China, Israel, Bulgaria, and the Czech Republic. Carla is profiled in Emmaly Wiederholt and Gregory Bartning’s book, Beauty is Experience.

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Director Statement

Film provides such an immersive perceptual experience, one that calls attention to the vast and small essentials of our lives. As a dancer and choreographer, I'm especially interested in film's capacity for tactile visuality—how the camera can capture the nuanced potency of moving through space and time, often in ways that reveal aspects of interior experience that go unmarked.

But at heart, I'm also just a kid saying "look" — I want share cool stuff that might otherwise go unnoticed. The poet Rumi writes, "Notice how each particle moves. Notice how everyone has just arrived here from a journey. Notice how each wants a different food. Notice how the stars vanish as the sun comes up, and how all streams stream toward the ocean." That is the film I am always trying to make.

This film was made during the pandemic, not long after the unexpected death of my partner. But rather focusing on loss, I wanted the film to explore the unexpected ways that we continue. Which for me included working with incredible artistic collaborators. Shooting days usually involved a team of three—me in front of the camera, a cinematographer running the camera, and a third person directing and choreographing the scene—different teams on different days. In post-production film editor Marilys Ernst, composer Heather Perkins and I layered our ideas with writer Peter Rock's words in our heads. The brilliance of these artists made the project much more rich than I could ever have imagined at the outset; I'm honored to work in their company.