Sad Letters of an Imaginary Woman
Nidhi (43) and her mother Meera (70) exist in a decaying ancestral house, a physical manifestation of their stagnant lives. Nidhi's childhood was marred by a traumatic event involving her otherwise mostly absent father, that left her emotionally traumatized and perpetually melancholic. She grapples with her past by writing haunting letters to her younger self and having conversations on phone transcending time, in which she laments the life she could have had and warns her younger self of the anguish that awaits if she doesn't find a way to break free from the cycle of trauma.
Meera harbors unfulfilled longing for an unrequited love affair that never came to fruition, a wistful yearning that compounds her sense of failure as a mother witnessing Nidhi's debilitated despair.
Incorrigibly depressed, Nidhi discovers an ancient mystical ritual which can make her vanish. As mother and daughter perform the rites, the barriers between past and present dissolve. Memories bleed into the present, echoing their anguished cries long suppressed by society's expectations.
On one transcendent night, enveloped in darkness, they disappear - two flightless birds finally freed from their corporeal and emotional prisons. An experimental meditation on the complex struggles women endure.
This deeply personal film explores the immense burdens and limited self- expression faced by women, especially in Asian and Indian societies. The decaying house metaphorically represents their emotional state, with darkness of scenes mirroring each of the characters internal turmoil.
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Nidhi SaxenaDirector
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Nidhi SaxenaWriter
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Vimukthi JayasundhraProducer1. Between Two Worlds (2009) 2. The Red Suitcase (2023) 3. The Forsaken Land (2005) 4.Dark in the White Light (2015) 5.Turtle's Gaze on Spying Stars
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Ajender Singh ChawlaProducer
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Bhadra BasuKey Cast"Meera"1. Iti Mrinalini: An Unfinished Letter...2010
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Project Type:Feature
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Runtime:1 hour 20 minutes
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Production Budget:100,000 USD
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Country of Origin:India, North Korea, Sri Lanka
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Country of Filming:India
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Language:Hindi
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Shooting Format:2K Digital
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Aspect Ratio:1.85:1
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Film Color:Color
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First-time Filmmaker:Yes
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Student Project:No
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Digital Cinema Package:Unavailable
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Busan International Film FestivalBusan
Korea, Democratic People's Republic of
October 4, 2024
Busan International film festival
ACF Post Production fund 2024
As a film writer and director, I aim to delve into the complexities of love and relationships with a female gaze, portraying the vulnerability and longing in search for a true connection.
I have honed my skills as a documentary producer and director to begin with, and evolving into fiction work. An Alumni of FTII, and NYFA, have studied various facets of film making from these institutions. I am widely published in India as a story writer and a commentator on cinema and Art.
As a filmmaker I am particularly inspired by the works of directors such as Tsai Ming-Liang and Apichatpong Weerasetakhul. Their cinema inspires me to feel something beyond logic and reason and I am making films to have that spiritual experience. In my films I am looking for metaphors, images and the magic which can represent the emotions beyond the ordinary.
The film's deliberate pacing reflects their sense of entrapment and the monotonous reality of their lives. Drawing inspiration from real experiences, the interplay of characters memories and the anxieties these women have to live with because of their never ending loneliness. the film sheds light on patriarchal violence and enforced loneliness women endure confined within their homes.
Set in a dilapidated space blurring past and present, memories haunt the characters, draining hope. Sparse dialogue and a muted approach evoke profound emotional and psychological struggles. An experimental meditation, this film sheds light on women's silent suffering under oppression, sparking crucial conversations around this universal, prohibitive and disempowering aspect of women across all ages in our societies.