I Still Exist.

I’ve spent my past few years asking myself “what’s next?”.

I've thought about this question more than anyone could possibly ask me.

This video is made from my scraps and experiments - commissions, old footage, some film tests. What started as a forgotten notes app entry to myself, became a video that I desperately needed to make. A proof of my own existence, and a search for something real.

What I ultimately realized in making this is that before I could figure out what's next, I first needed to ask myself “what’s here?” “what’s left?” “what is the point?” before I could move forward at all.