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Nobody Loves You and You Don't Deserve to Exist (Dir. Brett Gregory, 2022)

This multi award-winning British feature film follows Old Jack, a grieving ex-English teacher rotting away on welfare benefits in gothic Manchester, confronting the tragic-comic fragments of his shattered past as he takes us on a personal journey through Broken Britain under Margaret Thatcher in the 1980s, John Major in the 1990s and Boris Johnson in the 2020s.

  • Brett Gregory
    Director
    Iceland: Beyond Sigur Ros (2010), Manchester: Beyond Oasis (2012), Liverpool: Beyond The Beatles (2015)
  • Brett Gregory
    Writer
    Iceland: Beyond Sigur Ros (2010), Manchester: Beyond Oasis (2012), Liverpool: Beyond The Beatles (2015)
  • Brett Gregory
    Producer
    Iceland: Beyond Sigur Ros (2010), Manchester: Beyond Oasis (2012), Liverpool: Beyond The Beatles (2015)
  • Gwyn Hemmings
    Producer
  • Jack Clarke
    Producer
  • Jenny Barnard
    Producer
  • David Howell
    Producer
  • Vedad Rusidovic
    Producer
  • Melanie Robinson
    Producer
  • David Howell
    Key Cast
    "Jack (aged 50)"
  • James Ward
    Key Cast
    "Jack (aged 21)"
  • Reuben Clarke
    Key Cast
    "Jack (aged 13)"
  • Caroline Chesworth
    Key Cast
    "The Narrator"
  • Julie Hannan
    Key Cast
    "Barbara"
  • Nicki Davy
    Key Cast
    "Tina"
  • Jenny Owen
    Key Cast
    "Ruth"
  • Lisa Maguire
    Key Cast
    "Carol"
  • Emma Bradburn
    Key Cast
    "Suzy"
  • Wendy Patterson
    Key Cast
    "Helen"
  • Margot Richardson
    Key Cast
    "Granny"
  • Project Type:
    Feature
  • Genres:
    Drama, Psychological, Mystery
  • Runtime:
    1 hour 39 minutes
  • Completion Date:
    October 14, 2021
  • Production Budget:
    0 GBP
  • Country of Origin:
    United Kingdom
  • Country of Filming:
    United Kingdom
  • Language:
    English
  • Shooting Format:
    Digital
  • Aspect Ratio:
    16:9
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
  • Madrid International Independent Film Festival 2022
    Madrid
    Spain
    June 9, 2022
    Best Feature Film Director
  • Brussels Capital Film Festival 2022
    Brussels
    Belgium
    June 15, 2022
    Best Feature Film
  • Tagore International Film Festival 2022
    Birbhum, West Bengal
    India
    August 10, 2022
    Outstanding Achievement Award
  • Calcutta International Film Festival 2022
    Barasat
    India
    August 21, 2022
    Best Feature Film
  • Gangtok International Film Festival 2022
    Gangtok
    India
    August 22, 2022
    Best Feature Film
  • Nitiin International Film Festival 2022
    Bukit Mertajam
    Malaysia
    August 24, 2022
    Best Debut Feature Film
  • Calcutta International Cult Film Festival 2022
    Kolkata
    India
    August 25, 2022
    Feature Film (Critics' Choice)
  • Golden Lion International Film Festival 2022
    Kolkata
    India
    August 31, 2022
    Best International Feature Film
  • International World Film Awards
    New York
    United States
    August 31, 2022
    Child/Young Actor
  • Eastern Europe Film Festival 2022
    Craiova
    Romania
    September 1, 2022
    Best Original Soundtrack
  • Thilsri International Film Festival
    Alampattu
    India
    September 4, 2022
    Best Original Score
  • Thilsri International Film Festival
    Alampattu
    India
    September 4, 2022
    Best Supporting Actor
  • Serbest International Film Festival
    Kishinev
    Moldova, Republic of
    September 5, 2022
    Semi-Finalist: Best Feature Film
  • Subathra International Film Festival
    Tirupattur
    India
    September 6, 2022
    Best Supporting Actor
  • Kurdistan International Independent Film Festival
    Erbil
    Iraq
    September 6, 2022
    Semi-Finalist: Best Feature Film
  • Rohip International Film Festival
    Tamil Nadu
    India
    September 7, 2022
    Special Jury Prize for Best Feature Film
  • Tokyo International Film Festival
    Tokyo
    Japan
    September 7, 2022
    Honorable Mention for Best Feature Film
  • Boden International Film Festival
    Norrbotten
    Sweden
    September 10, 2022
    Semi-Finalist: Best Actor (Feature)
  • London International Film Festival
    London
    United Kingdom
    September 14, 2022
    Honorable Mention for Best Feature Film
  • Tamilnadu International Film Festival
    Tamilnadu
    India
    September 12, 2022
    Best Original Soundtrack
  • Sweden Film Awards
    Stockholm
    Sweden
    September 15, 2022
    Finalist for Best Supporting Actor
  • Sweden Film Awards
    Stockholm
    Sweden
    September 15, 2022
    Finalist for Best Feature Film
  • Black Swan International Film Festival
    Kolkata
    India
    September 15, 2022
    Best Original Soundtrack
  • International Motion Picture Awards
    Ontario
    Canada
    September 15, 2022
    Best Emerging Filmmaker
  • Port Blair International Film Festival
    Andaman and Nicobar Islands
    India
    September 15, 2022
    Best Original Feature Film Score
  • Blue Moon International Film Festival
    Tamil Nadu
    India
    September 26, 2022
    Best Supporting Actress (Feature Film)
  • International Sound & Film Music Festival
    Samobor
    Croatia
    September 27, 2022
    Semi-Finalist: Best Original Score
  • Athens International Art Film Festival
    Athens
    Greece
    October 4, 2022
    Honorable Mention for Best Film Poster
  • Little Buddha Indie Film Festival
    Kathmandu
    Nepal
    October 3, 2022
    Best Supporting Actor
  • 8 & Halfilm Awards
    Rome
    Italy
    October 8, 2022
    Best Mystery Drama
  • Indo Malay Film Festival
    Kuala Lumpur
    Malaysia
    October 4, 2022
    Best Supporting Actress
  • White Pearl International Film Festival
    Tamil Nadu
    India
    October 9, 2022
    Best Supporting Actor
  • White Pearl International Film Festival
    Tamil Nadu
    India
    October 9, 2022
    Best Supporting Actress
  • Capri Hollywood: The International Film Festival
    Capri
    Italy
    December 26, 2022
    Selected for Special Contest
  • Ponza Film Awards
    Ponza
    Italy
    November 1, 2022
    Best Feature Film
  • Stockholm City Film Festival
    Stockholm
    Sweden
    October 16, 2022
    Best Actor in Feature Film
  • Sofia Art Film Awards
    Sofia
    Bulgaria
    September 17, 2022
    Best Debut Feature Director
  • Arrow International Film Festival
    Hauts-de-France
    France
    November 12, 2022
    Honorable Mention: Best Young Actor
  • Arrow International Film Festival
    Hauts-de-France
    France
    November 12, 2022
    Award Winner: Best Producer
  • Snow Leopard International Film
    Madrid
    Spain
    November 20, 2022
    Best Cinematography
  • Andromeda Film Festival
    Istanbul
    Turkey
    November 25, 2022
    Best Feature Production
  • Andromeda Film Festival
    Istanbul
    November 25, 2022
    Best Drama Feature
  • Andromeda Film Festival
    Istanbul
    Turkey
    November 25, 2022
    Best Cinematography
  • Liberty Film Festival
    Telangana
    India
    December 7, 2022
    Best Cinematography
  • Gulfindie Film Festival
    Dubai
    United Arab Emirates
    December 22, 2022
    Best Feature
  • Gulfindie Film Festival
    Dubai
    United Arab Emirates
    February 22, 2023
    Best Director
  • Mabig Film Festival
    Augsburg
    Germany
    December 22, 2022
    Best Feature Film
  • Metropolis Film Festival
    Milan
    Italy
    January 15, 2023
    Best Feature Film
  • London Director Award
    London
    United Kingdom
    February 9, 2023
    Best Director
  • The Gladiator Film Festival
    Istanbul
    Turkey
    October 2, 2022
    Best Feature
Distribution Information
  • Amazon Prime
    Distributor
    Country: United States
    Rights: Video on Demand
  • Tubi
    Distributor
    Country: United States
    Rights: Video on Demand
Director Biography - Brett Gregory

A former lecturer in Film and Cultural Studies based in Manchester (UK), I have been a creative/commercial independent filmmaker since 2005.

As well as short dramas, music videos and commercial promos, my filmography includes a trilogy of music documentaries called The Beyond Series: Iceland: Beyond Sigur Ros (2010), Manchester: Beyond Oasis (2012) and Liverpool: Beyond The Beatles (2015).

My absolute zero budget debut feature film, 'Nobody Loves You and You Don't Deserve to Exist', is a semi-autobiographical exploration of masculinity, morality, identity, social class and storytelling in the North of England.

It was released in May 2022 and took over 6 and a half years to complete.

Since then it has accrued over 100 invaluable Letterboxd and IMDb reviews, and has won over 45 international film awards and festival nominations in 22 countries.

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