Experiencing Interruptions?

Transparent, I am.

In the year of 2020 when the world was forced to “change”, I wanted to confirm what changed and what did not change in me and wrote a poem “Transparent, I am.”. This film is based on it. The white mask I wore became the screen projected my past. My family are sometimes hurt and suffer, but support me who suffers from schizophrenia. Nonoho, Yuri, Nemu and Hana. The four of us live today to the fullest while looking for the answer to “Who are we?”
This film is Essay Film.

  • Yuri Muraoka
    Director
  • Yuri Muraoka
    Writer
  • Nonoho Suzuki
    Producer
  • Yuri Muraoka
    A Poem & Drawings
  • Nemu Suzuki
    Illustrations
  • Hana Suzuki
    cooperation
  • Project Type:
    Documentary, Experimental, Short
  • Genres:
    Experimental, Poetry Film, Essay Film, Self-documentary
  • Runtime:
    11 minutes 36 seconds
  • Completion Date:
    December 1, 2020
  • Production Budget:
    3,000 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    Japan
  • Country of Filming:
    Japan
  • Language:
    Japanese
  • Shooting Format:
    Mobile phone, 8mm, 16mm
  • Aspect Ratio:
    16:9
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
  • 67th International Short Film Festival Oberhausen
    Oberhausen
    Germany
    May 5, 2021
    World premiere
    Grand Prize of the City of Oberhausen / International Competition
  • 6th Moscow Experimental Film Festival
    Moscow
    Russian Federation
    August 13, 2021
    Russian premiere
  • Minikino Film Week 7
    Bali
    Indonesia
    July 3, 2021
    Southeast Asia premiere
  • 7th Bogotá Experimental Film Festival
    Bogotá
    Colombia
    August 15, 2021
    Latin America premiere
  • */ 17th Athens Digital Arts Festival / TACTUS
    Athens
    Greece
    September 20, 2021
  • 35th image Forum Festival
    Tokyo, Kyoto, Nagoya
    Japan
    September 25, 2021
    Japan premiere
    East Asian Experimental Competition
  • 23rd Paris Festival of Different and Experimental Cinemas
    Paris
    France
    October 16, 2021
    France premiere
    COMPETITION #5
  • 40th UPPSALA INTERNATIONAL SHORT FILM FESTIVAL
    Uppsala
    Sweden
    October 27, 2021
    Sweden premiere
    Docurama 1 /Mapping the Unknown
  • 11th Aesthetica Short Film Festival
    York
    United Kingdom
    November 2, 2021
    UK premiere
    EXPERIMENTAL 1
  • 16th Sapporo International Short Film Festival
    Sapporo
    Japan
    November 12, 2021
  • 11th Bucharest International Experimental Film Festival
    Bucharest
    Romania
    November 26, 2021
    Romanian premiere
    Golden Shorts
  • 10th ULTRAcinema

    Mexico
    November 26, 2021
    Mexico premiere
  • ZEBRA Poetry Film Festival 2021
    Berlin
    Germany
    November 26, 2021
    Award for the Best Film for Tolerance
  • ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2021
    Belgrade
    Serbia
    December 10, 2021
    Serbian premiere
    COMPETITION #3
  • Tokyo Documentary Film Festival 2021
    Tokyo
    Japan
    December 15, 2021
  • Wathann Film Festival #10
    Yangon
    Myanmar
    December 15, 2021
    Myanmar premiere
  • 34th Minimalen Short Film Festival
    Trondheim
    Norway
    January 11, 2022
    Norwegian premiere
  • FLEXfest 2022
    Florida
    United States
    February 24, 2022
    American premiere
  • PUNTO DE VISTA 2022
    Navarra
    Spain
    March 14, 2022
    Spain premiere
  • Athens ANIMFEST 2022
    Athens
    Greece
    March 17, 2022
  • Athens International Film + Video Festival 2022
    Athens
    United States
    April 1, 2022
  • FILMFEST DRESDEN 2022
    Dresden
    Germany
    April 1, 2022
  • Buenos Aires Festival Internacional De Cine Independiente 2022
    Buenos Aires
    Argentina
    April 19, 2022
    Argentina premiere
  • Nomadica at LABA 2022
    Brescia
    Italy
    April 22, 2022
    Italy premiere
  • Scottish Mental Health Arts Festival 2022
    Scotland
    United Kingdom
    May 4, 2022
  • Festival Accès Asie 2022
    Montreal
    Canada
    May 6, 2022
    Canada premiere
  • 13th Taiwan International Documentary Festival
    Taipei
    Taiwan
    May 6, 2022
    Taiwan premiere
  • Golden Ger International Film Festival 2022
    Ulaanbaatar
    Mongolia
    June 2, 2022
    Mongolian premiere
  • 26th Barcelona International Women’s Film Festival
    Barcelona
    Spain
    June 30, 2022
  • 26th AVANCA Film Festival
    Avanca
    Portugal
    July 30, 2022
    Portuguese premiere
    INTERNATIONAL COMPETITION VIDEO / VÍDEO SPECIAL MENTION
  • INDIE CORK 2022
    Cork
    Ireland
    October 6, 2022
    Irish premiere
  • REAKTOR International Film Festival 2022
    Vienna
    Austria
    October 6, 2022
    Austrian premiere
  • BIDEODROMO Internacional Experimental Film and Video Festival 2022
    Bilbao
    Spain
    October 14, 2022
  • Ngilngig Asian Fantastic Film Festival
    Davao City
    Philippines
    October 23, 2022
    Philippine premiere
  • KHUSUSNYA FESTIVAL FILM DOKUMENTER
    Yogyakarta
    Indonesia
    November 14, 2022
  • Kinoskop - Analog Experimental Film Festival
    Belgrade
    Serbia
    December 3, 2022
  • Porto Femme - International Film Festival 2023
    Porto
    Portugal
    April 20, 2023
    EXPERIMENTAL Special Mention
Director Biography - Yuri Muraoka

■Biography◻︎
Yuri Muraoka was born in Tokyo in 1981.
Dropped out of the high school attached to Japan Women's University,
graduated the 26th class of Image Forum Institute of the Moving Image.
Continues to create moving images and photographic works of "self-portraiture".
All of her works are self-created and self-performed.
Her major works are Schizophrenia (2016), Transparent, the world is. (2019) and so on. Her latest film Transparent, I am. (2020) won the Grand Prix at the 67th International Short Film Festival Oberhausen. She’s been working on poetry since 2018.
A mother of two daughters.

■Award / Prize◻︎︎︎
2023
Porto Femme - International Film Festival 2023 / EXPERIMENTAL Special Mention

2022
26th AVANCA Film Festival / The video award Special Mention

2021
ZEBRA Poetry Film Festival 2021 / Award for the Best Film for Tolerance
67th International Short Film Festival Oberhausen Grand Prize of the City of Oberhausen

2020
Milwaukee Underground Film Festival Honorable Mentions(Emily Esperanza’s Picks)
6th Bogotá Experimental Film Festival Audience Award

2018
SICF19 ,judges'award(selected by Takashi Ishida)

2017
19th Paris Festival for Different and Experimental Cinema ,Honorary and non-hierarchical award
12th Sapporo International Short Film Festival ,Special Mention by Warren Sin
New Jersey International Film Festival , Honorable Mentions

2016
ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2016, Selection of Important Works from the Festival
ASK? Moving Image Festival 2016 , Accepted
Image Forum Festival 2016 Japan Tomorrow , Excellence Prize
14th 1_WALL Photography Competition , Jury's Special Prize, (Awarded by Koutarou Iizawa )

2014
9th Tagboat Award , Second Grand Prix

2005
SENDAI ART ANNUAL 2005 , Grand Prix (smt Prize ) & Jury's Special Prize (Awarded by Koutarou Iizawa etc.)
5th 21st Century Asia Design Competition , Accepted
ASK? Moving Image Festival 2005 , Accepted

2003
Broadband Art and Contents Award Japan(BACA=JA)2003 , Excellence Prize,etc
Image Forum Institute of Moving image 26th Graduation Exhibition , Grand Prix

■Selected screenings / exhibitions◻︎︎︎
2023
69th The International Short Film Festival Oberhausen (Oberhausen/Germany)
Porto Femme - International Film Festival 2023 (Porto / Portugal)

2022
Kinoskop - Analog Experimental Film Festival (Serbia / Belgrade)
Saigon Experimental Film Festival IV (Ho Chi Minh City / Viet Nam)
KHUSUSNYA FESTIVAL FILM DOKUMENTER (Yogyakarta / Indonesia)
Ngilngig Asian Fantastic Film Festival (Davao City / Philippines)
BIDEODROMO Internacional Experimental Film and Video Festival 2022 (Bilbao / Spain)
REAKTOR International Film Festival 2022 (Vienna/Austria)
INDIE CORK 2022 (Cork / Ireland)
26th AVANCA Film Festival (Avanca / Portugal)
On-art (Warszawa / Poland)
Suspaustas Laikas (Vilnius / Lithuania)
Golden Ger International Film Festival (Ulaanbaatar / Mongolia)
26th Barcelona International Women’s Film Festival (Barcelona / Spain)
Golden Ger International Film Festival 2022 (Ulaanbaatar / Mongolia)
13th Taiwan International Documentary Festival (Taipei / Taiwan)
Festival Accès Asie 2022 (Montreal / Canada)
Scottish Mental Health Arts Festival 2022 (Scotland / United Kingdom)
Nomadica at LABA 2022 (Brescia / Italy)
Buenos Aires Festival Internacional De Cine Independiente 2022 (Buenos Aires / Argentina)
FILMFEST DRESDEN 2022 (Dresden / Germany)
Athens International Film + Video Festival 2022 (Athens / United States)
Athens ANIMFEST 2022(Athens / Greece)
PUNTO DE VISTA 2022 (Navarra / Spain)
FLEXfest 2022 (Florida / United States)
34th Minimalen Short Film Festival (Trondheim / Norway)

2021
Wathann Film Festival #10
TOKYO Documentary Film Festival 2021 (Tokyo/Japan)
Festival Internacional de Videoarte 10 (Buenos Aires / Argentina)
ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2021 (Serbia, Belgrade)
ZEBRA Poetry Film Festival 2021 (Berlin /Germany)
10th ULTRA cinema (Oaxaca/Mexico)
11th Bucharest International Experimental Film Festival (Bucharest/Romania)
16th Sapporo International Short Film Festival (Sapporo/Japan)
11th Aesthetica Short Film Festiva (York/England)
40th UPPSALA INTERNATIONAL SHORT FILM FESTIVAL (Uppsala/Sweden)
22nd cellu l’art Short Film Festival Jena (Jena/Germany)
Engauge Experimental Film Festival (Washington/USA)
Internationales Festival Zeichen der Nacht (Berlin/Germany)
23rd Paris Festival of Different and Experimental Cinemas (Paris/ France)
35th Image Forum Festival 2021 (Tokyo etc.,Japan)
*/ 17th Athens Digital Arts Festival (Athens/Greece)
7tth Bogotá Experimental Film Festival (Bogota/Colombia)
JAEFF:Japanese Avant-garde and Experimental Film Festival (London/UK)
DELETE TV (London/UK)
Minikino Film Week 7 (Bali/Indonesia)
6th Moscow Experimental Film Festival (Moscow /Russian Federation)
Pugnant Film Series : A homeless mobile cinema (Athens/Greece)
WASTE/D FILM (Athens/Greece)
Internationales Festival Zeichen der Nacht (Berlin/Germany)
XXIV International Encounters Traverse (Toulouse/France)
67th The International Short Film Festival Oberhausen (Oberhausen/Germany)
43rd Big Muddy Film Festival (IL/USA)
Fisura, International Festival of Experimental Film & Video (Mexico City/Mexico)
The International Biennal Dona i Cinema – Mujer y Cine – Woman & Film is a festival (València/Spain)

2020
Visions in the Nunnery 2020 (London/ United Kingdom)
Festival Les Instants Vidéo (Marseille/France)
Cámara Lúcida (Cuenca/Ecuador)
32th Girona Film Festival (Girona/Spain)
Engauge Experimental Film Festival 2020 (Seattle, WA/USA)
International Short Film Festival – Film Front. (Novi Sad/Serbia)
Milwaukee Underground Film Festival (Milwaukee, WI/USA)
台灣國際女性影展 Women Make Waves International Film Festival 2020 (Taipei/Taiwan)
REAKTOR International Film Festival (Vienna/Austria)
Mosaic World Film Fest (Rockford, IL/USA)
Leiden Shorts (Leiden/Netherlands)
Minikino Film Week (Bali/Indonesia)
19th International Kansk Video Festival (Kansk/Russian Federation)
4th Festival ECRÃ (Rio de Janeiro/Brazil)
6th Bogotá Experimental Film Festival (Bogotá/Colombia)
20th Nippon Connection Film Festival (Frankfurt/Germany)
Alchemy Film and Moving Image Festival (Hawick/United Kingdom)
Athens ANIMFEST 2020 (Athens/Greece)
16th IAWRT ASIAN WOMEN’S FILM FESTIVAL, 2020 (New Delhi/India)
6th PARTICLE + WAVE Media Arts Festival (Calgary/Canada)

2019
Kuala Lumpur Experimental Film, Video & Music Festival 2019 (Kuala Lumpur/Malaysia)
Tokyo Documentary Film Festival (Tokyo/Japan)
International Short Film Festival VISION (Kemerovo/Russia)
ULTRA cinema (Oaxaca/Mexico)
29th Rio de Janeiro International Short Film Festival - The FESTIVAL CURTA CINEMA 2019 (Rio de Janeiro/Brazil)
21th Festival des Cinémas Différents de Paris (Paris/France)
"JAPANNUAL" JAPANISHCHE FILMTAGE WIEN (Wien/Australia)

2018
MINIKINO FILM WEEK (MFW) – Bali International Short Film Festival (Bali/Indonesia)
Pugnant Film Series : FUCK NARRATION (Athens/Greece)
MARFICI (Mar del Plata/Argentine)
Film Series:Close-up to Yuri Muraoka(yuRi=paRadox) (Athens/Greece)

2017
12th Sapporo International Short Film Festival & Market (Japan, Sapporo)
19th Paris Festival for Different and Experimental Cinema (France, Paris)
Aichi International Women’s Film Festival 2017 (Japan, Aichi)
16th International Kansk Video Festival (Russia, Kansk&Moscow)
15th Female Eye Film Festival (Canada, Toronto)
AVIFF Art Film Festival (France, Cannes)
17th Media Art Biennale WRO 2017 DRAFT SYSTEMS (Poland, Wrocław)
Bogota Experimental Film Festival / Cineautopsia (Colombia, Bogota)
Experiments in Cinema (USA, NM)
Athens International Film + Video Festival (USA,OH)
The 2017 West Virginia Mountaineer Short Film Festival (USA, WV)
CLOSE-UP (UK, London)
13th IAWRT Asian Women’s Film Festival (India, New Delhi)
39th Annual Big Muddy Film Festival (USA, IL)
Cicago Feminist Film Festival (USA,IL)
Richmond International Film Festival (USA,VA)
8th Cairo Video Festival (Egypt, Cairo)
New Jersey International Film Festival (USA,NJ)

2016
ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2016 (Serbia, Belgrade)
HIKARU ONNA -The Luminous- (Japan,Tokyo)
2nd KuFF – the Kumu Art Film Festival (Estonia, Tallinn)
Staunton International Film Festival (USA,VA)
Image Forum Festival 2016 / Theater Image Forum (Japan,Tokyo)

2014
9th TAGBOAT AWARD / Galerie F&F (Taiwan)

2008
Yuri Muraoka Solo Exhibition "Origin of Flowers" / SHINJUKU GANKA GALLERY (Japan,Tokyo)

2006
SENDAI ART ANNUAL 2005 smt prize exhibition "yuRi=paRadox 〜sleep is equal to awake〜" / Sendai Mediatheque (Japan,Sendai)
FLEXFEST (Florida experimental film/video festival)2006 (USA,Florida)

2005
ASK? Moving Image Festival 2005 (Japan,Tokyo)

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Director Statement

This work is based on the poem "Transparent, I am." written for the exhibition held in the summer of 2020. In the year when the world was forced to "change", I wanted to see what changed and what did not change in me, and I reconsidered myself through the relationship between me and my family.