Transparent, I am.
In the year of 2020 when the world was forced to “change”, I wanted to confirm what changed and what did not change in me and wrote a poem “Transparent, I am.”. This film is based on it. The white mask I wore became the screen projected my past. My family are sometimes hurt and suffer, but support me who suffers from schizophrenia. Nonoho, Yuri, Nemu and Hana. The four of us live today to the fullest while looking for the answer to “Who are we?”
This film is Essay Film.
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Yuri MuraokaDirector
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Yuri MuraokaWriter
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Nonoho SuzukiProducer
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Yuri MuraokaA Poem & Drawings
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Nemu SuzukiIllustrations
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Hana Suzukicooperation
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Project Type:Documentary, Experimental, Short
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Genres:Experimental, Poetry Film, Essay Film, Self-documentary
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Runtime:11 minutes 36 seconds
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Completion Date:December 1, 2020
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Production Budget:3,000 USD
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Country of Origin:Japan
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Country of Filming:Japan
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Language:Japanese
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Shooting Format:Mobile phone, 8mm, 16mm
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Aspect Ratio:16:9
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Film Color:Color
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First-time Filmmaker:No
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Student Project:No
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67th International Short Film Festival OberhausenOberhausen
Germany
May 5, 2021
World premiere
Grand Prize of the City of Oberhausen / International Competition -
6th Moscow Experimental Film FestivalMoscow
Russian Federation
August 13, 2021
Russian premiere -
Minikino Film Week 7Bali
Indonesia
July 3, 2021
Southeast Asia premiere -
7th Bogotá Experimental Film FestivalBogotá
Colombia
August 15, 2021
Latin America premiere -
*/ 17th Athens Digital Arts Festival / TACTUSAthens
Greece
September 20, 2021 -
35th image Forum FestivalTokyo, Kyoto, Nagoya
Japan
September 25, 2021
Japan premiere
East Asian Experimental Competition -
23rd Paris Festival of Different and Experimental CinemasParis
France
October 16, 2021
France premiere
COMPETITION #5 -
40th UPPSALA INTERNATIONAL SHORT FILM FESTIVALUppsala
Sweden
October 27, 2021
Sweden premiere
Docurama 1 /Mapping the Unknown -
11th Aesthetica Short Film FestivalYork
United Kingdom
November 2, 2021
UK premiere
EXPERIMENTAL 1 -
16th Sapporo International Short Film FestivalSapporo
Japan
November 12, 2021 -
11th Bucharest International Experimental Film FestivalBucharest
Romania
November 26, 2021
Romanian premiere
Golden Shorts -
10th ULTRAcinema
Mexico
November 26, 2021
Mexico premiere -
ZEBRA Poetry Film Festival 2021Berlin
Germany
November 26, 2021
Award for the Best Film for Tolerance -
ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2021Belgrade
Serbia
December 10, 2021
Serbian premiere
COMPETITION #3 -
Tokyo Documentary Film Festival 2021Tokyo
Japan
December 15, 2021 -
Wathann Film Festival #10Yangon
Myanmar
December 15, 2021
Myanmar premiere -
34th Minimalen Short Film FestivalTrondheim
Norway
January 11, 2022
Norwegian premiere -
FLEXfest 2022Florida
United States
February 24, 2022
American premiere -
PUNTO DE VISTA 2022Navarra
Spain
March 14, 2022
Spain premiere -
Athens ANIMFEST 2022Athens
Greece
March 17, 2022 -
Athens International Film + Video Festival 2022Athens
United States
April 1, 2022 -
FILMFEST DRESDEN 2022Dresden
Germany
April 1, 2022 -
Buenos Aires Festival Internacional De Cine Independiente 2022Buenos Aires
Argentina
April 19, 2022
Argentina premiere -
Nomadica at LABA 2022Brescia
Italy
April 22, 2022
Italy premiere -
Scottish Mental Health Arts Festival 2022Scotland
United Kingdom
May 4, 2022 -
Festival Accès Asie 2022Montreal
Canada
May 6, 2022
Canada premiere -
13th Taiwan International Documentary FestivalTaipei
Taiwan
May 6, 2022
Taiwan premiere -
Golden Ger International Film Festival 2022Ulaanbaatar
Mongolia
June 2, 2022
Mongolian premiere -
26th Barcelona International Women’s Film FestivalBarcelona
Spain
June 30, 2022 -
26th AVANCA Film FestivalAvanca
Portugal
July 30, 2022
Portuguese premiere
INTERNATIONAL COMPETITION VIDEO / VÍDEO SPECIAL MENTION -
INDIE CORK 2022Cork
Ireland
October 6, 2022
Irish premiere -
REAKTOR International Film Festival 2022Vienna
Austria
October 6, 2022
Austrian premiere -
BIDEODROMO Internacional Experimental Film and Video Festival 2022Bilbao
Spain
October 14, 2022 -
Ngilngig Asian Fantastic Film FestivalDavao City
Philippines
October 23, 2022
Philippine premiere -
KHUSUSNYA FESTIVAL FILM DOKUMENTERYogyakarta
Indonesia
November 14, 2022 -
Kinoskop - Analog Experimental Film FestivalBelgrade
Serbia
December 3, 2022 -
Porto Femme - International Film Festival 2023Porto
Portugal
April 20, 2023
EXPERIMENTAL Special Mention
■Biography◻︎
Yuri Muraoka was born in Tokyo in 1981.
Dropped out of the high school attached to Japan Women's University,
graduated the 26th class of Image Forum Institute of the Moving Image.
Continues to create moving images and photographic works of "self-portraiture".
All of her works are self-created and self-performed.
Her major works are Schizophrenia (2016), Transparent, the world is. (2019) and so on. Her latest film Transparent, I am. (2020) won the Grand Prix at the 67th International Short Film Festival Oberhausen. She’s been working on poetry since 2018.
A mother of two daughters.
■Award / Prize◻︎︎︎
2023
Porto Femme - International Film Festival 2023 / EXPERIMENTAL Special Mention
2022
26th AVANCA Film Festival / The video award Special Mention
2021
ZEBRA Poetry Film Festival 2021 / Award for the Best Film for Tolerance
67th International Short Film Festival Oberhausen Grand Prize of the City of Oberhausen
2020
Milwaukee Underground Film Festival Honorable Mentions(Emily Esperanza’s Picks)
6th Bogotá Experimental Film Festival Audience Award
2018
SICF19 ,judges'award(selected by Takashi Ishida)
2017
19th Paris Festival for Different and Experimental Cinema ,Honorary and non-hierarchical award
12th Sapporo International Short Film Festival ,Special Mention by Warren Sin
New Jersey International Film Festival , Honorable Mentions
2016
ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2016, Selection of Important Works from the Festival
ASK? Moving Image Festival 2016 , Accepted
Image Forum Festival 2016 Japan Tomorrow , Excellence Prize
14th 1_WALL Photography Competition , Jury's Special Prize, (Awarded by Koutarou Iizawa )
2014
9th Tagboat Award , Second Grand Prix
2005
SENDAI ART ANNUAL 2005 , Grand Prix (smt Prize ) & Jury's Special Prize (Awarded by Koutarou Iizawa etc.)
5th 21st Century Asia Design Competition , Accepted
ASK? Moving Image Festival 2005 , Accepted
2003
Broadband Art and Contents Award Japan(BACA=JA)2003 , Excellence Prize,etc
Image Forum Institute of Moving image 26th Graduation Exhibition , Grand Prix
■Selected screenings / exhibitions◻︎︎︎
2023
69th The International Short Film Festival Oberhausen (Oberhausen/Germany)
Porto Femme - International Film Festival 2023 (Porto / Portugal)
2022
Kinoskop - Analog Experimental Film Festival (Serbia / Belgrade)
Saigon Experimental Film Festival IV (Ho Chi Minh City / Viet Nam)
KHUSUSNYA FESTIVAL FILM DOKUMENTER (Yogyakarta / Indonesia)
Ngilngig Asian Fantastic Film Festival (Davao City / Philippines)
BIDEODROMO Internacional Experimental Film and Video Festival 2022 (Bilbao / Spain)
REAKTOR International Film Festival 2022 (Vienna/Austria)
INDIE CORK 2022 (Cork / Ireland)
26th AVANCA Film Festival (Avanca / Portugal)
On-art (Warszawa / Poland)
Suspaustas Laikas (Vilnius / Lithuania)
Golden Ger International Film Festival (Ulaanbaatar / Mongolia)
26th Barcelona International Women’s Film Festival (Barcelona / Spain)
Golden Ger International Film Festival 2022 (Ulaanbaatar / Mongolia)
13th Taiwan International Documentary Festival (Taipei / Taiwan)
Festival Accès Asie 2022 (Montreal / Canada)
Scottish Mental Health Arts Festival 2022 (Scotland / United Kingdom)
Nomadica at LABA 2022 (Brescia / Italy)
Buenos Aires Festival Internacional De Cine Independiente 2022 (Buenos Aires / Argentina)
FILMFEST DRESDEN 2022 (Dresden / Germany)
Athens International Film + Video Festival 2022 (Athens / United States)
Athens ANIMFEST 2022(Athens / Greece)
PUNTO DE VISTA 2022 (Navarra / Spain)
FLEXfest 2022 (Florida / United States)
34th Minimalen Short Film Festival (Trondheim / Norway)
2021
Wathann Film Festival #10
TOKYO Documentary Film Festival 2021 (Tokyo/Japan)
Festival Internacional de Videoarte 10 (Buenos Aires / Argentina)
ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2021 (Serbia, Belgrade)
ZEBRA Poetry Film Festival 2021 (Berlin /Germany)
10th ULTRA cinema (Oaxaca/Mexico)
11th Bucharest International Experimental Film Festival (Bucharest/Romania)
16th Sapporo International Short Film Festival (Sapporo/Japan)
11th Aesthetica Short Film Festiva (York/England)
40th UPPSALA INTERNATIONAL SHORT FILM FESTIVAL (Uppsala/Sweden)
22nd cellu l’art Short Film Festival Jena (Jena/Germany)
Engauge Experimental Film Festival (Washington/USA)
Internationales Festival Zeichen der Nacht (Berlin/Germany)
23rd Paris Festival of Different and Experimental Cinemas (Paris/ France)
35th Image Forum Festival 2021 (Tokyo etc.,Japan)
*/ 17th Athens Digital Arts Festival (Athens/Greece)
7tth Bogotá Experimental Film Festival (Bogota/Colombia)
JAEFF:Japanese Avant-garde and Experimental Film Festival (London/UK)
DELETE TV (London/UK)
Minikino Film Week 7 (Bali/Indonesia)
6th Moscow Experimental Film Festival (Moscow /Russian Federation)
Pugnant Film Series : A homeless mobile cinema (Athens/Greece)
WASTE/D FILM (Athens/Greece)
Internationales Festival Zeichen der Nacht (Berlin/Germany)
XXIV International Encounters Traverse (Toulouse/France)
67th The International Short Film Festival Oberhausen (Oberhausen/Germany)
43rd Big Muddy Film Festival (IL/USA)
Fisura, International Festival of Experimental Film & Video (Mexico City/Mexico)
The International Biennal Dona i Cinema – Mujer y Cine – Woman & Film is a festival (València/Spain)
2020
Visions in the Nunnery 2020 (London/ United Kingdom)
Festival Les Instants Vidéo (Marseille/France)
Cámara Lúcida (Cuenca/Ecuador)
32th Girona Film Festival (Girona/Spain)
Engauge Experimental Film Festival 2020 (Seattle, WA/USA)
International Short Film Festival – Film Front. (Novi Sad/Serbia)
Milwaukee Underground Film Festival (Milwaukee, WI/USA)
台灣國際女性影展 Women Make Waves International Film Festival 2020 (Taipei/Taiwan)
REAKTOR International Film Festival (Vienna/Austria)
Mosaic World Film Fest (Rockford, IL/USA)
Leiden Shorts (Leiden/Netherlands)
Minikino Film Week (Bali/Indonesia)
19th International Kansk Video Festival (Kansk/Russian Federation)
4th Festival ECRÃ (Rio de Janeiro/Brazil)
6th Bogotá Experimental Film Festival (Bogotá/Colombia)
20th Nippon Connection Film Festival (Frankfurt/Germany)
Alchemy Film and Moving Image Festival (Hawick/United Kingdom)
Athens ANIMFEST 2020 (Athens/Greece)
16th IAWRT ASIAN WOMEN’S FILM FESTIVAL, 2020 (New Delhi/India)
6th PARTICLE + WAVE Media Arts Festival (Calgary/Canada)
2019
Kuala Lumpur Experimental Film, Video & Music Festival 2019 (Kuala Lumpur/Malaysia)
Tokyo Documentary Film Festival (Tokyo/Japan)
International Short Film Festival VISION (Kemerovo/Russia)
ULTRA cinema (Oaxaca/Mexico)
29th Rio de Janeiro International Short Film Festival - The FESTIVAL CURTA CINEMA 2019 (Rio de Janeiro/Brazil)
21th Festival des Cinémas Différents de Paris (Paris/France)
"JAPANNUAL" JAPANISHCHE FILMTAGE WIEN (Wien/Australia)
2018
MINIKINO FILM WEEK (MFW) – Bali International Short Film Festival (Bali/Indonesia)
Pugnant Film Series : FUCK NARRATION (Athens/Greece)
MARFICI (Mar del Plata/Argentine)
Film Series:Close-up to Yuri Muraoka(yuRi=paRadox) (Athens/Greece)
2017
12th Sapporo International Short Film Festival & Market (Japan, Sapporo)
19th Paris Festival for Different and Experimental Cinema (France, Paris)
Aichi International Women’s Film Festival 2017 (Japan, Aichi)
16th International Kansk Video Festival (Russia, Kansk&Moscow)
15th Female Eye Film Festival (Canada, Toronto)
AVIFF Art Film Festival (France, Cannes)
17th Media Art Biennale WRO 2017 DRAFT SYSTEMS (Poland, Wrocław)
Bogota Experimental Film Festival / Cineautopsia (Colombia, Bogota)
Experiments in Cinema (USA, NM)
Athens International Film + Video Festival (USA,OH)
The 2017 West Virginia Mountaineer Short Film Festival (USA, WV)
CLOSE-UP (UK, London)
13th IAWRT Asian Women’s Film Festival (India, New Delhi)
39th Annual Big Muddy Film Festival (USA, IL)
Cicago Feminist Film Festival (USA,IL)
Richmond International Film Festival (USA,VA)
8th Cairo Video Festival (Egypt, Cairo)
New Jersey International Film Festival (USA,NJ)
2016
ALTERNATIVE FILM/VIDEO 2016 (Serbia, Belgrade)
HIKARU ONNA -The Luminous- (Japan,Tokyo)
2nd KuFF – the Kumu Art Film Festival (Estonia, Tallinn)
Staunton International Film Festival (USA,VA)
Image Forum Festival 2016 / Theater Image Forum (Japan,Tokyo)
2014
9th TAGBOAT AWARD / Galerie F&F (Taiwan)
2008
Yuri Muraoka Solo Exhibition "Origin of Flowers" / SHINJUKU GANKA GALLERY (Japan,Tokyo)
2006
SENDAI ART ANNUAL 2005 smt prize exhibition "yuRi=paRadox 〜sleep is equal to awake〜" / Sendai Mediatheque (Japan,Sendai)
FLEXFEST (Florida experimental film/video festival)2006 (USA,Florida)
2005
ASK? Moving Image Festival 2005 (Japan,Tokyo)
This work is based on the poem "Transparent, I am." written for the exhibition held in the summer of 2020. In the year when the world was forced to "change", I wanted to see what changed and what did not change in me, and I reconsidered myself through the relationship between me and my family.