Private Project

Tea in the Afterlife

An experimental film, shot in the isolation of the 2020 Covid Pandemic, about the trauma of mental health, atrophy in isolation, and the crippling pain of loneliness.

  • Phil McCarron
    Director
  • Phil McCarron
    Writer
    Ghosts in the Ink
  • Phil McCarron
    Producer
    Ghosts in the Ink
  • Phil McCarron
    Key Cast
  • Project Type:
    Short
  • Runtime:
    8 minutes 57 seconds
  • Completion Date:
    December 14, 2020
  • Production Budget:
    0 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    United States
  • Country of Filming:
    United States
  • Language:
    English
  • Shooting Format:
    Digital
  • Aspect Ratio:
    16:9
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
Director Biography - Phil McCarron

Phillip McCarron was born in Grangemouth, Scotland. At the age of 11, he emigrated to Hanover Park Illinois in the USA, a suburb of Chicago. While attending Glenbard North High School in Carol Stream, Phil began taking an interest in writing, beginning with poems, song lyrics and short stories. Shortly after graduation, he returned to Grangemouth where he started to explore the medium of screenwriting.

He drew inspiration from his Great Uncle, British novelist, journalist, film & theatre critic, Alan Brien. Alan once said to him, "writers are like gods, they are the only other people that can create something from nothing." The power of the written word to become anything, from a mantra to a movement, he found to be profoundly true.

Six years later, he moved back to Hanover Park where he wrote and published a collection of humorous & satirical essays, "The Great Facepalm: The Farce of 21st Century Society". The book was not a success. From there, he returned his focus to screen writing and attended community college with a focus on film production. Working on various student projects, his love of film and writing for film grew. He found that the beauty of screenwriting is that you're never alone. There is always a hive of creative minds adding their own talent to the words written on the page.

In 2019, he completed his first independent short film, 'Ghosts in the Ink', acting as writer, creative/financial producer, additional editor, and sound editor. He also completed his second short drama, 'Escapement', which is as yet, unproduced.

In 2020, due to the Covid pandemic, work across the film industry has slowed down. Still, an experimental film was born, 'Tea in the Afterlife', which is currently in post-production.

Given the difficulties facing filmmakers in 2020, he pivoted to the gaming industry and completed some freelance work, writing branching narratives, for an influential online adult games company.

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Director Statement

My name is Phil, and I want to kill myself. It has been over a decade since I last tried to end my life, but I am still, and always will be, suicidal. As a survivor of a suicide attempt, I’ve learned to draw comparisons to the manner by which those with alcohol or narcotics addictions achieve sobriety: not as a goal to be achieved, but as a state of mind that must be consciously and continuously maintained.

The 2020 pandemic has made life incredibly challenging for those of us that suffer from mental illness. The isolation, the loneliness, the anxiety; it builds like an orchestral crescendo until we reach breaking point. This film is a glimpse into the everyday life of living with mental illness, alone, and the never-ending spiral of misery that has been compounded by this pandemic.