A woman beaten unconscious by her husband searches her mindscape for a way out.

Inspired by the songs of genre-fluid indie rocker Storm Large and Charlotte Perkins Gilman's classic feminist short story "The Yellow Wallpaper," this musical phantasmagoria continues in the surrealist tradition of Queer Cinema pioneers Jean Cocteau and Derek Jarman.

Filmed by an all-female crew.

  • Marc Acito
  • Marc Acito
  • Storm Large
  • Charlotte Perkins Gilman
  • Halle Mandel Sadel
  • Rick Sadle
  • Storm Large
    Key Cast
  • Dan Kyle
    Key Cast
  • Gwendi Blanton
    Key Cast
  • Barbara Lima
    Supporting Cast
  • Rick Sadle
    Supporting Cast
  • Stacy Blanton
    Supporting Cast
  • Lauren Mueller
    Director of Photography
  • Barbara Lima
  • Ivana Horvat
    Assistant Director
  • Katelan Braymer
  • Jordan Battiste
  • Varshini Naveen Kumar
  • Marika Litz
  • Peter Gassett
    Associate Producer
  • Angela Lares Benitez
    Production Assistant
  • Makayla Caldwell
    Production Assistant
  • Elizabeth Barnett
    Color Admin
  • Jason P. Baruch, Esq.
    Legal Services
  • Kohel Haver, Esq.
    Legal Services
  • James Beaton
    Music Supervisor
  • Brigid Blackburn
    Design Consultant
  • Stacy Blanton
    Producer of Gwendi Blanton
  • Jeff Blanton
    Producer of Gwendi Blanton
  • Amy Engelhardt
  • Flatworld Solutions
  • Carol Hickman
  • Metroeast Community Media
    Equipment Supplier
  • Joan Peters
    Prop Development
  • Mark Peters
    Prop Development
  • Julian Roca-Chow
    Consulting Producer
  • Jackie Weismann
    Consulting Producer
  • Linda Smith
    Sewing Services
  • Dave Yakimi
    Construction Coordinator
  • Digital One
    Audio Post-Production
  • Jason Sotomayor
    Audio Post Producer
  • Tristan Schmunk
    Audio Mixer
  • Project Type:
    Experimental, Music Video, Short
  • Runtime:
    14 minutes 50 seconds
  • Completion Date:
    March 21, 2022
  • Production Budget:
    12,000 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    United States
  • Country of Filming:
    United States
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Director Biography - Marc Acito

Homeless teens. Oppressed queers. Political prisoners. Abused women. These are the people I return to again and again in my work. I tell these stories as musicals because musicals give voice to our interior lives.

I've made theater on Broadway (ALLEGIANCE); Off-Bway (adapting Lerner & Loewe's PAINT YOUR WAGON for City Center Encores! and THE DAY BEFORE SPRING at the York); regionally (CHASING RAINBOWS at Goodspeed Musicals & Papermill Playhouse; A ROOM WITH A VIEW at the Old Globe & 5th Ave. Thtr.) and internationally (THE SECRET for Broadway Asia; SOUND OF THE SILK ROAD for Nederlander Worldwide).

My favorite was directing BASTARD JONES, a kooky rock adaptation of Henry Fielding's TOM JONES Off-Off Bway at the cell. I want to bring more off-off-beat musicals to life and I believe the best chance esoteric material has of reaching its audience is online. I made MAD / WOMAN in part to show how--as in the highly theatrical films of Queer Cinema pioneer Derek Jarman--limited production values are needed to capture psychological subjectivity, a surrealist mindscape where musicals live. So I am looking for a diverse, inclusive group of New York-based artists to collaborate on low-budget art-house film musicals.

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Director Statement

Storm Large mostly writes about two subjects: female empowerment and mental illness. Applying her songs to Charlotte Perkins Gilman's feminist classic "The Yellow Wallpaper" felt as if they were written for the material. Storm and I bonded in 2007 over the shared experiences of being just commercial enough for everyone to wonder why we weren't more successful and just alternative enough to sabotage ourselves. Perhaps not coincidentally, we both survived mentally ill mothers. At least twice mine woke up in a pool of her own blood after being beaten senseless by a raging boyfriend.

Because I wanted to create a subjective experience as liberated from the male gaze as possible, hiring an all-female crew proved essential. Their and Storm's input influenced innumerable decisions I never would have had the insight nor courage to make. I'll be forever grateful to them as well as the diverse group of post-production artists who essentially served as my film school for my filmmaking debut.