My heart is erasing
An intense and intimate portrait of a young boy with a secret.
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Joshua Ben-DylanDirector
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Joshua Ben-DylanWriter
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Dalton HarrodProducer
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Joshua Ben-DylanProducer
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Alex CsatariKey Cast"Josh"
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Christopher HarrodKey Cast"Mike"
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Courtney DunbarKey Cast"Therapist"
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Project Type:Experimental, Short, Student
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Runtime:8 minutes 20 seconds
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Completion Date:April 1, 2019
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Production Budget:1,120 USD
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Country of Origin:United States
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Country of Filming:United States
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Language:English
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Shooting Format:Digital
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Aspect Ratio:16:9
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Film Color:Color
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First-time Filmmaker:Yes
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Student Project:Yes
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Purchase College Film ConservatoryNew York
United States
The Sol Turrell Award, Purchase College Film Conservatory's oldest and most prestigious honors. It's given based on the impact and originality of one's thesis film, and the hard work and vision that went into it. -
Golden State Film FestivalLos Angeles, California
United States
North American Premiere
Official Selection
Joshua Ben-Dylan is a New York City based artist exploring emotions and moments that are seldom communicated, telling stories through a lens that morphs one's view of the world around them. Film is one of many artistic vocations gifted to Joshua; they're currently working on their first feature film, fourth book of poetry, and second gallery showing of photography and visual art.
Their dream is to create all they can, joining together the different mediums of their work into a singular harmony of creative expression. To bring positivity, every day, to at least one person. For all the hate in the world, their work stands as a beacon of hope for all who need it.
This film is a culmination of the hard truths I learned during my childhood. The heart of it deals with unspoken trauma and the confusing feelings I felt after my father’s death. Telling this story through past and present lenses, it shows how growing up with abuse has affected me and how my memories of the events still reside with me today.
I believe this project speaks for the countless people around the world who don’t often get to express the trauma they have survived. Children are incredibly impressionable and vulnerable. For adults to manipulate and hurt them is terrible and unimaginable. As much as it pains people to think about the atrocities that others go through, it takes more for those who have been hurt to express their pain. This is my story, one that was forced on me without my consent, one that I will share with anyone that will watch. I hope it can find a good home and can help those dealing with their own trauma to know they aren’t alone.
What you’ve gone through doesn’t define you, don’t let it consume you, grow from it.