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feellove - If I Could Hold It

Indie music band feellove & filmmaker Tamrikø Abøyantz team up to explore the way to freedom in their new music video “If I Could Hold It.” A young girl is caught in an emotionally exhausting string of grey days. But who colors them so flat? Who decides how to live this very moment that transforms the future? To find those answers, “If I Could Hold It” takes us on a journey to the main battlefield between who one is and who she can become – to the depth of soul.

  • Tamrikø Abøyantz
    Dmitry Sentyabrev - 'Believe', short film 'Lost in Geneva'
  • Tamrikø Abøyantz
  • Alexander Shakhov
  • Yulia Snezhik
  • Tamrikø Abøyantz
  • Olga Sbarowska
    Key Cast
  • Nikolay Korneychuk
    Key Cast
  • Artem Kolyazin
    Key Cast
  • Yulia Snezhik
    Key Cast
  • Alexander Shakhov
    Key Cast
  • Danya Kolotov
    Key Cast
  • Ivan Petkov
    Key Cast
  • Valentina Yasen
    Key Cast
  • Asya Lisovskaya
    Casting Director
  • Petr Shchepilov
  • Mark Izotikov
    Color Grading
  • Alexander Shakhov
  • Yulia Snezhik
  • Tamrikø Abøyantz
  • Project Type:
    Music Video
  • Runtime:
    5 minutes 30 seconds
  • Completion Date:
    July 8, 2021
  • Production Budget:
    5,806 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    Russian Federation
  • Country of Filming:
    Russian Federation
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  • Big Picture Festival
    Russian Federation
    July 9, 2021
    Russian festival premiere
    Official Selection
  • Evolution! Mallorca International Film Festival
    October 29, 2021
    European Premiere
    Official Selection
  • Munich Music Video Awards

    Best Experimental Music Video
  • Oregon Short Film Festival
    Dalles, Oregon
    United States
    November 6, 2021
    North American Premiere
    Official Selection, Best Music Video Finalist
Director Biography - Tamrikø Abøyantz

Tamrikø Abøyantz is a filmmaker & photographer who is really keen on music. All her short mood videos and even photos that she shares on her Instagram are vibrating as a good atmospheric song. It seems she was born to find best visual matches to the sounds.

She made her debut as a music video director in 2016 with “Believe” for Dmitry Sentyabrev. After that, she jumped into studying filmmaking – both in film school and on set, making numerous “making of” films as a director & cinematographer. In 2021, she returns with her first big music video work – feellove – If I Could Hold It.

Instagram: @tamrikoaboyantz

2021 feellove – If I Could Hold It. Music Video. Director, writer, DOP, editor, producer.
2020 One Breath. Feature film, directed by Elena Hazanova. Director of the “Making Of” Movie.
2020 When I Was On the Roof. Short film, directed by Julia Voytyuk. Focus-puller.
2019 Lost in Geneva. Experimental short film. Director & DOP.
2019 Lovers. Feature film, directed by Elena Hazanova. Director of the “Making Of” Movie.
2018 Outlaw. Feature film, directed by Ksenia Ratushnaya. Director of the “Making Of” Movie.
2018 Swap. Short film, directed by Aksinya Gog. Director of the “Making Of” Movie.
2016 Believe – Dmitry Sentyabryov. Music Video. Director.

Various advertising projects – assistant camera

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Director Statement

“Everyone can be brave enough to go inside oneself, to give up to the greatest fantasies that live there and to return back to the World bringing the joy into everyday life and love to those around!”