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Watch The Circus Burn - DocPitch at DocLands

LOGLINE
In WATCH THE CIRCUS BURN, we unload a carload of clowns into the spotlight to joyously and publicly celebrate their failure while navigating the great wager of Nevada.

SYNOPSIS
WATCH THE CIRCUS BURN is a feature length documentary that blends elements of both western and fantasy, weaving the stories of multiple professional clowns living and working in Nevada. While comedic in tone, the film carries emotional weight, taking viewers into the personal lives of clowns on the fringes as they search for artistic and economic advancement. The film is a perfect fit for the DocLands Wonderlands strand.

Our participants will include a beloved birthday clown with a troubled past, a rodeo clown that lives for the next thrill, the quirky workers at the World Famous Clown Motel, and other visionaries who transcend the typical clown archetype. We aim to ask: What does it take to become a clown and how deeply inward must one look to be truly honest?

In a traditional circus, clown acts are interspersed between performances, serving as narration, comic relief, and guideposts for the show. Inspired by this approach, we will adopt a similar structure. The film, told in three acts, intercuts character-driven vérité with scripted clown performances. These whimsical interludes, inspired by our characters’ real life stories, provide a stage for our clowns to express themselves in the truest way they know how.

Charlie the Birthday Clown has found the American Dream. Honest, earnest, and a non-stop over-sharer, Charlie reveals—his history of addiction to crystal meth, being in an abusive relationship, and other tragedies of his past—all while he drives, in full clown makeup, on his way to a childrens’ birthday party. We later transition into a dreamy scene, shot on 16mm. In this interstitial, Charlie the Clown is attending his own birthday party, hosted by our other clown characters.

We then travel to the dust and desolation of Tenopah, Nevada, wherein resides The World Famous Clown Motel. Adjacent to a hundred year old cemetery, the motel is owned by Vijay, an immigrant from India who sees the motel as his own personal gold rush. As Vijay expands the clown museum and builds his empire, the day to day operations are handled by Chris, the amiable front desk worker who performs the nightly ghost tour. We end the scene on a wide shot of the clown motel. Shockingly, a giant hand descends from the sky and seizes the building. Old God, a white-faced clown who seems to have pranced out of the theater houses of the 1800’s, holds up the miniature model of the motel and inspects it closely.

The audience is invited into the oversized shoes and outsized lives of these clowns as they confront ordinary life problems such as ambition, love, addiction, and depression with a variety of silly takes on the ancient artform of clowning. We take a playful approach to the documentary that allows us to comment directly on the lives of our collaborators with an interesting art-house approach to the filmmaking process. In collaboration with the participants we build new worlds that blur reality to ask, can a performance also be reality?

  • Nathan Truesdell
    Director
  • Kat Nguyen
    Producer
    Kat Nguyen is a documentary producer based in Los Angeles. She produced the award-winning short WHEN THE LAPD BLOWS UP YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD, the HBO Max docu-series NOT SO PRETTY, and co-produced the feature DIANE WARREN: RELENTLESS. Kat is currently an associate producer on a multi-part documentary about Barbra Streisand and is producing a feature about the internet-famous feline, @GonzoIsACat. Kat is a Film Independent Documentary Producing Lab Fellow and holds a BFA in Digital Filmmaking from Stephens College.
  • Willy McGee
    Producer
    Willy McGee is a filmmaker and actor living in New York. He has worked on a variety of film and television projects for A24, HBO, Absolutely, Elara, Plan B and Cinereach, including HOW TO WITH JOHN WILSON, THE ERIC ANDRE SHOW, FUNNY PAGES, WE’RE ALL GOING TO THE WORLD’S FAIR, THE ASSISTANT; and I SAW THE TV GLOW, which premiered at the 2024 Sundance Film Festival.
  • Ike Rofé
    Co-Producer
    Ike Rofé is a documentary filmmaker based in Brooklyn, NY whose work has been supported by Ford Foundation, Catapult Film Fund, Rainin Foundation, among others. He founded the documentary division at the independent production company MuddyWater, which is currently in various phases of production and post-production on six feature documentary films.
  • Project Type:
    Documentary
  • Runtime:
    1 hour 30 minutes
  • Completion Date:
    November 30, 2026
  • Production Budget:
    533,206 USD
  • Country of Origin:
    United States, United States
  • Country of Filming:
    United States, United States
  • Language:
    English
  • Shooting Format:
    Digital, 16mm
  • Aspect Ratio:
    1.37:1
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
Director Biography - Nathan Truesdell

Nathan Truesdell is a multi-hyphenate filmmaker who has been nominated for an Academy Award, a PGA Award, an IDA Award, was selected for the inaugural “DOC NYC 40 Under 40” list, and won a Cinema Eye Honor for Cinematography. His directorial work includes the award-winning shorts BALLOONFEST, THE WATER SLIDE, THE ART OF MAKING MONEY, IT’S COMING! and WHEN THE LAPD BLOWS UP YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD. He was the Camera Department Head and a Cinematographer for the HBO series HOW TO WITH JOHN WILSON and produced and co-DP’ed Jessica Kingdon’s ASCENSION登楼叹 (2021).

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Director Statement

Over the two decades that I’ve worked as a director, producer, editor, and cinematographer on dozens of documentary projects including ASCENSION, HOW TO WITH JOHN WILSON, and BALLOONFEST, I have been preparing to direct feature films of my own. With this project, I’m challenging myself to use all of the skills that I’ve acquired over the years to make an interesting and thought-provoking piece of art.

Each frame is an opportunity to not only advance a narrative, but to observe the human condition. Low-fi images and simple stories can often synthesize into something more profoundly meaningful. Comedy can be mined from tragedy, or inversely, a story that is so ridiculous and amusing can be examined further, exposing the serious universal implications beneath the surface. This perspective, I find, resonates deeply with the ethos of clowning.

The film, told in three acts, intercuts vérité character-driven sequences with poignant interludes that are expertly choreographed and executed by professional clowns. This surreal structure creates a tapestry that showcases both the raw, everyday experiences of the clowns and the whimsical, fantastical nature of their craft. The film will serve as both an homage to the timeless artistry of clowning while transporting viewers to a world where the boundaries between reality and fantasy blur. A clown's makeup is a satirical and fantastical visage, and we examine the area between the characters presented, and the real humans behind the curtain.

WATCH THE CIRCUS BURN is a modern-day fairytale told using classic cinematic tools to create an aesthetic both familiar and imaginative. Presented in 1.37:1 aspect ratio, the gritty footage is a mix of 16mm film and digital SD format from the beloved workhorse camera of the early aughts, the Panasonic DVX100. This stylistic approach allows us to not only ground the audience in the raw reality of these stories, but also lift them out into the realm of fantasy. The landscapes and open skies of Nevada contrasted with the claustrophobic and distorted closeups of clowns will beg the viewer to ask “Where did this film come from?” Music, inspired by classic Spaghetti Western composers like Ennio Morricone provides an eerie, yet nostalgic, tonal backdrop. The film will have a mythic presence and allows us to build on previously established themes and tropes that transport us to a familiar but distant past drawing out the timelessness and universality of the editing.

CONNECTION, ACCESS, ACCOUNTABILITY
My team and I have been forming relationships with various professionals in the clowning scene in Nevada, where we have visited and filmed. We have found that so many of the people we have met and spoken with are very open and supportive. The trust and rapport that we make sure to build allows the participants to feel comfortable enough to show their vulnerable side, with and without the mask of clown makeup. Part of the reason we have gained the trust and access to the clown community is because they recognize, through discussions and my existing body of work, that I am committed to depicting the art of clowning with the same complexity and diversity as the practice itself.

What sets me apart as the ideal storyteller for this subject is my affinity for dark tales, and ability to weave narratives that blend real, raw emotions with the comedy that can be found inherently within it. I'm deeply interested in how the setting of the American West, which captures the spirit of both enchantment and desolation, colors the intricacies of the human experience. I believe I possess the sensitivity to capture the authenticity of characters who are unapologetically open and honest, and equally, if not more important, is my commitment to ethically portraying truths that exist even without needing to be explicitly spoken of.

We see this film as a collaboration between the filmmakers and the film participants. The clowns that we film may not know each other and are disparate as they are connected by a passion rather than a community. We are not dropping in and out of people’s lives, but rather forming lasting friendships and trust throughout the process and allowing our participants to express themselves in any way that they see fit. Most of the participants are entertainers who are accustomed to presenting themselves and their stories to audiences.

Because our filmmaking style is highly collaborative, we maintain a continual line of transparency and active discussions over our actions and decisions on shoots and in the edit. It’s important that our participants feel we have represented them and their community with care and integrity. We do not push participants to share more than they are comfortable and readily willing to share. Because these are verite shoots, all dialogue is captured in a casual setting. This approach enables participants to freely express themselves as they would in a normal conversation with the director, without the pressure typically associated with a formal interview setup. We plan to show the participants and contributors to implement their feedback before anyone else to ensure they feel they are properly represented.

A top priority for our team is to approach our portrayal of the stories shared by participants with thoughtfulness, ethics, and deliberation. Although all the stories that have been shared with us have been done openly and without prompt, we understand the position and responsibility we have to find the correct tone to handle and share these traumas. We carefully consider whether each detail contributes to exploration of the complex emotions of a clown, or the theme of mining things that lie beneath the guise of humor, or if it veers into the territory of exploitation for the sake of empty provocation.

Throughout the filmmaking process, we will be mindful of the subject matter that we are exploring and their potential effect on members of our team. We will promote a balanced and conscientious work environment and do what we can to mitigate any factors or triggers that might lead to burn out or unnecessary stress. Our priority is the well being of our team members and making a space that elicits creativity, enthusiasm, openness, and of course, fun.