The Forest in Me
‘The Forest in Me’ opens out from a personal story about living with uncertainty, to reflect upon quiet possibilities of love and human connection.
The film interweaves the story of Agafya Lykova, an 80-year-old hermit surviving alone in the Siberian Forest who scares bears away by banging on space-rocket debris, a crew simulating life on Mars in isolation on a Hawaiian volcano, and the filmmaker’s child discovering the world. Juxtaposing Siberian forests and volcanic vistas, she draws images from her personal film footage growing up in Hastings, East Sussex, an archive spanning over twenty-five years. Together, these threads form a 'letter to the future' from a mother to her son, reflecting on resilience and timeless human experiences.
The soundtrack, composed by the ensemble Xylouris White, (drummer Jim White [Dirty Three], Cretan lutist Giorgos Xylouris, Guy Picciotto of NYC [Fugazi]) adds a haunting, immersive layer to the experience. Apollonia Xylouris contributes additional vocals.
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Rebecca Elizabeth MarshallDirector
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Rebecca Elizabeth MarshallWriter
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Rebecca Elizabeth MarshallProducer
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Rebecca E MarshallEditor
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Daniel PassesEditor
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Jim WhiteMusic(bands) Dirty Three, PJ Harvey, Mark Kozelek, Bonnie Prince Billy, Cat Power, Courtney Barnett & Kurt Vile, Smog, The Blackeyed Susans, Venom P. Stinger, and Nina Nastasia.
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Giorgos XylourisMusic
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Guy PicciottoMusicFugazi (NYC band)
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Sarah CunninghamCinematographyChuck Chuck Baby
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Chu-Li ShewringSoundHunger, A Spell to Ward off The Darkness
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Apollonia XylourissingerFrenzee
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Project Type:Documentary, Experimental, Feature
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Genres:essay, environmental, childhood, philosophical, hermit, siberia, life-on-mars, East Sussex, film-letter, motherhood
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Runtime:1 hour 9 minutes
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Completion Date:January 1, 2024
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Production Budget:60,000 GBP
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Country of Origin:United Kingdom
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Country of Filming:United States, Greece, Iceland, Russian Federation, United Kingdom, United States
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Language:English, Russian
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Shooting Format:HD
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Aspect Ratio:16:9
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Film Color:Color
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First-time Filmmaker:Yes
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Student Project:No
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Made in Sussex FestivalLewes
United Kingdom
April 26, 2025
UK
WINNER: Best Documentary -
Thessaloniki doc festThessaloniki
Greece
March 10, 2024
World
Nominated for Film Forward Competition -
HECare Film Festival (Human-Environment Care Film Festival HECFF)Ontario
Canada
September 26, 2024
Semi-Finalist -
JACKSON DOC FEST - Humanity CategoryJackson
United States
October 5, 2024
Selected for Humanity Category -
Rohip International Film FestivalTamil Nadu
India
July 31, 2024
Best Documentary Feature Film
I am an artist filmmaker. I film as daily practice of looking more slowly at the world. To pay attention as a type of care. I have been building a filmic sketch book of footage for 25 years. My core process includes the use of this expanding reservoir of vibrant images as a quiet, personal rebellion - to look after the things I see in the way I can, and to protect my sensitivity to our mysterious and serendipitous world.
I co-founded an independent cinema The Electric Palace in Hastings, UK. For over twenty years I curated a year-round programme of films and events. This special space provided a place for collaborations and conversations between film-lovers and filmmakers, and for the creation of new projects. I stepped down in 2023.
I completed a PhD in film by practice with Exeter University and The London Film School in 2022, developing a filmmaking methodology through studying the essays of humanist philosopher Michel De Montaigne. I formed Dear Future Films in 2023 to make docs and film-poems.
I make films as a way of thinking. I use my cameras as fingertips to be playful and to explore moments that emerge with deeper attention. I use my uncertainties about the world as starting points, beginning at home. I feel my way as a filmmaker, a mother and a woman, embracing how these shifting experiences overlap and inform each other.