Kept me in lightning

'Kept me in lightning
to converse.'

This article is mainly trying to take my grandma as the perspective, (she is lying on the hospital bed)

Assumption: Is there anyone she really wants to see? And who does she remember and think of?

If so, I long for the one in lightning when she can actually start a conversation with the other:

That encounter (re-encounter) is a──eternal image of gazing.