Come as you are

When a person is haunted and bound by the same things until they sink.

The girl in the story goes to dump the garbage every day, but the garbage bags still appear at night, so she must keep going to dump the garbage or she will be overwhelmed by them. She had to maintain this life day in and day out, even though she was already numb.
Until one day she recalls how it all began.

Whether it's a sadness or a memory, when you desperately want to get rid of them, they will control your mind even more; when you are immersed in the process of trying to get rid of them, "getting rid" itself will remind you again and again to remember what you want to get rid of; you can never forget it, nor can you get out of such a predicament, the pursuit of a new life is no longer your purpose, living in the past but wanting to get out of past has become the whole of your life.