A real nightmare

I felt that most things are kind of a nightmare. This reality makes me depressed quite deeply. The most supported me was nature in Olsberg. I decided to put myself there for the whole November. The one of the reasons is that my job was teaching dance on Zoom. That's it. I was helped by my friend's music. He is such an amazing composer.

In November I was staying there alone. The one of the reasons is the relationship with "ex" was getting quite worse to be honest. After all, we decided to break up lately. I think it was a typical way to break up during this difficult time.

Actually I didn't meet anybody at all. I made myself Lockdown completely. I'm so tired of seeing the people who go to parties or protests or whatever even during the time. So I just put myself into nature during this real nightmare. I also felt like the clock inside my body doesn't tick at all at some moments. BUT ANYWAY I needed to leave there and started to find the next NEST. I started to make the clock tick again.

  • Hayato Yamaguchi
  • Hayato Yamaguchi
  • Hayato Yamaguchi
  • Hayato Yamaguchi
    Key Cast
  • Masahito Ban
  • Project Type:
    Documentary, Short
  • Runtime:
    8 minutes 30 seconds
  • Completion Date:
    December 10, 2020
  • Production Budget:
    350 EUR
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  • Language:
    English, Japanese
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Director Biography - Hayato Yamaguchi

He started his career with Tokyo Disney Resort . Then he was
engaged with Austrian Ballet Company Tokyo (Christian Martinu
and Rio Mitani) as well as Dance Company Nomde~s (Nakao
Ikemiya) which includes an Europe Tour (Germany , Spain,
Hungary). In addition he worked with some famous choreographers such as Motoko Hirayama and Kazuyuki Futami.

After he moved to Germany in 2012 , he was engaged with Theater Bonn (Kati Farkas , Caroline Finn), Theater Dortmund (Michael Schmieder, Ricarda Regina Ludigkeit), Dance Compagnie Fredeweß (Hans Fredeweß), Deutsche Oper am Rhein (Karl Alfred Schreiner, Anna Holter), TANZ theater INTERNATIONAL 2015, Dance Theatre Luxembourg (Jean Guillaume Weis), Theatre Rites in London (Director / Sue Buckmaster, Choreographer / Jamaal Burkmar), Tanzmoto dance company in Essen (Guest Choreographer / Royston Maldoom) etc. He has been a potential artist (dancer) of Cirque du Soleil since March 2015.

He is also a street artist (Handbalancer). He has been an official street artist of Tokyo prefecture since 2010. Since then he performed at many festivals such as FRIVOLUS in Koper in Slovenia, Street Art BuskerBus in Poland, Jubiläums THEATERacker in Osnabrück in Germany, De Gevleugelde Stad Ieper in Belgium, STRTFSTVL Showcase in Utrecht in Netherlands, NUIT NUIT DES LAMPIONS in Luxembourg, LE FIERE DEL TEATRO LE FIERE DEL TEATRO - Sarmede in Italy, Buskers fest České Budějovice in Czech, DAIDOGEI DAIDOGEI WORLDWORLD CUP IN SHIZUOKA in Japan, Mojoca festival in Italy, DAS FEST FEST in Karlsruhe in Germany etc. He got 2ndnd prize at prize at NAGOYA DAIDOGEI FNAGOYA DAIDOGEI Festival Contest (2018)

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Director Statement

I've been based in Germany since Nov 2011. Recently I finally got the permanent residence permit (Niederlassungserlaubnis). Therefore I'm also planning to create my own projects step by step. I have a strong will.

Video as a Dancer

Video as a street artist (Handbalancer)