About to Disappear

The experimental shortfilm „About to disappear“ (original german title “Im Begriff zu verschwinden”) is a melancholic and contemplative poetry film that revolves around existential and metaphysical questions. It’s a poetic-philosophical meditation with evocative and aestheticized cinematography and hermetic poetry on the search for transcendence, transience and the experience of nihilism.
Mostly consisting of dreamlike and evocative nature and sky imagery, stylistically the film takes inspiration from Slow Cinema. The aestheticized and stylized images that are in of itself kind of cinematic poems enter into a dialogue with the written, hermetic poetry. The poems are mostly written in german and two in spanish (all with english subtitles) but are not read out loud. They exist solely visually. Thematically and atmospherically, it was important that there is no human voice to be heard throughout the film, because the speechlessness in the face of these deep, existential experiences is a main theme.

  • Stefan Otto Ruiz
    Director
  • Stefan Otto Ruiz
    Writer
  • Stefan Otto Ruiz
    Producer
  • Project Title (Original Language):
    Im Begriff zu verschwinden
  • Project Type:
    Experimental, Short, Student
  • Genres:
    Experimental, Poetry film, Avantgarde
  • Runtime:
    13 minutes 2 seconds
  • Country of Origin:
    Germany
  • Country of Filming:
    Germany
  • Language:
    English, German, Spanish
  • Film Color:
    Color
  • First-time Filmmaker:
    No
  • Student Project:
    No
  • Experimental Brasil
    Rio de Janeiro
    Brazil
    April 7, 2024
    South American Premiere
    Winner "Best Cinematography in a Short Film"
  • Art Visuals & Poetry Film Festival Vienna
    Vienna
    Austria
    November 17, 2023
    World premiere
    Nominated for Main Award German Speaking Countries
  • Filmgarten Berlin
    Berlin
    Germany
    April 7, 2024
    German Premiere
    Official Selection
  • éphémère - London Experimental Film
    London
    United Kingdom
    June 16, 2024
    Great Britain Premiere
    Official Selection
Director Biography - Stefan Otto Ruiz

Stefan Otto Ruiz is a German-Spanish poet, filmmaker and photographer. He performed at the Berlin 2022 Poetry Festival as part of the Haus für Poesie's “young poems” poetry workshop. His experimental/poetry short film “About to Disappear” (2023) won the award for “Best Cinematography” at the “Experimental Brasil” film festival in Rio de Janeiro in 2024 and premiered at the “Art Visuals & Poetry Film Festival” in Vienna in 2023, where it was also nominated for the German main award. He currently lives and works in Erlangen, Bavaria.

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