ive fallen apart without you..

well i know all the words but i cant really speak them...to you, and i hide all the pain..that i've grained from you, and im eaten alive, by what i hold inside ,all the things that i live with..i cant easily hide and im left here with nothing, nothing to live for,its not easy to hide all this damage inside, ill carry you with me.. until im not alive. when you look at my face does it seem just as ugly to you?,i cant seem erase all the scars that i live with .. from you.. and im so sick of this place im just disgrace i was born at the wrong time in the wrong place, no one will love me, i been feeling like someone else lately, i fell apart when you left, im falling apart now i know ill never heal, whats the point of living?, i just wanna die, lemme go, lemme die you never cared anyways.